I always write from my experience. I love these discussions. “Ending the energy
drain from past issues elevates you to a height of God consciousness, love, or
healthy vibrations of well-being”. This is my experience from 30 years of
“daily dying to the old me”. The
first time I heard about the past draining my energy was on a DVD by Carolyn
Myss. She said that when we are not in
the “now”, the past and future are draining our energy from having 100% of our
daily energy to run our lives. She was
explaining illness as the signal that energy is draining and that prevents
wellness for living in the now. This is
also the basis for Alcoholics Anonymous as they have the steps to remove the
past emotional baggage that stops “the conscious
knowing I am in the prescence of God.”
The point of the article is to change my vibrations of
energy, because “Like attracts like”.
I am an energy field, spirit, and can choose to change the
level of my vibrational energy. For me,
it is about attracting more love into my life instead of continuing on the same
path. My difficulties also came from past lives. My history recreated until I
identified the obstacles preventing love to flow through my life. I took
responsibility to change my subconscious vibrations into an energy of love
releasing the fear, abuse, or calamity.
They stopped the love from manifesting from my heart. They covered my
inner love of my birthright as a spiritual being.
My despair became my outward focus instead of the Great Reality
inside. Where my focus of consciousness is attracts fearful or
loving events to me. As I spiritually
grew, I matured out of my fearful reactive, immature history into responding in
more mature responses to life. I can now be safe, be myself, in the “now” to
expand in love.
It is the spirit within that needs to grow into
unconditional love to attract more; it is an inside job. I have out grown domestic violence with
incest from childhood and a thirty-year domestic violent marriage of rape to
understand how I attracted that, what to change and how. My mediations, masters, guides, and
Archangels have revealed to me the answers. These principles work in all parts
of my life.
I did not see my subconsciousness messages coming back, I
was told early in my searching for the God
within. “It is what I do not see
that needs to change. What is invisible
is real.” I now know that in the past,
I was projecting all those parts of me that still needed healing to make me
whole, while I was trying to look good.
People reflect back to me the traits that have splintered
off and need to be loved back into wholeness.
Joyful acceptance of all things, people, and events in my life works to
return to oneness with God. I am a child
of God and so is everyone else. They played their parts to help me see that I
can change my energy back to love. I thank them today for playing their parts
so well. I celebrate them in joyous acceptance. This allows me to enjoy the
“now”. I am in joy, I am in gratitude
and I am in the prescence of God. Today, I am in a relationship of
unconditional love for nearly 14 years.
God is, and life
is. It is not good or bad, but that it
was the lessons to learn to move my souls’ energy into oneness with the spirit
of the universe. I just recently was
told in mediation, I had healed my karma after 30 years of forgiveness work,
sending love, etc. I felt my energy
shift to neutral about my stepfather, a man, I called in the past, “the devil
incarnate”.
I do create my own reality.
I choose to create what is real and only the God within is real, not my
outer world that is manifested from the level of my consciousness from my ego’s
fear, selfishness, and self-centeredness that “uses” others. I choose to give to others from a clean heart
that channels only “Thy Will Be Done.” I
am only a vessel of His spirit being used to help and contribute to
others. Of myself, I am nothing, God doeth the work. My Father and I are one. This
will bring heaven/love to earth, when I release all the barriers to God’s love
flowing through my life.
In my wholeness, there is no lack, no limitations, or no
insecurity. I become a multidimensional
being of light not restricted to earthly experience. I leave the material, duality behind and move
into a higher dimension of Fifth dimension also called ascension, grace, or
heaven on earth. I have left the influence of my ego (edging God out) and have returned to my birthright
as one with God, oneness. Of course, I still have many levels to transcend
according to one of the charts by Mack included in my latest book, but I am on
the way. I came to earth to enjoy and not be stuck here eternally.
I learned I was here to change my consciousness and I was an
energy field. Putting the word “God” on my water in my drinking bottle had a
huge effect on this change over the past couple of years; I actually felt
myself maturing. Usually today, I
respond in love to the events or people in my life quite quickly. They are just
being themselves and it is not about me.
Besides, I use mediation, hypnosis and flower essences to add additional
pure energy into the mix. Whenever I release my fearful negativity, the only
way is up because love is a higher vibrational energy than fear.
Of course, I have to do this on
a conscious level, as the trick is to “Knowing” a conscious prescence with God,
and not just talking about it intellectually. Life is about experiencing. When
I experience the prescence of God, I am in a higher consciousness. This is becoming more constant in my life.
Last night, I experienced this as I went to see the ballet, “Don Quixote”. It was magic.
I have to make room for the new. My pneumonia was actually a detoxing the
suicidal energy from my body and this consciousness to leave room for more of
my experiencing God. I conquered my last fear before Christmas. This made room for more love in my
experience. When I release I find a
void. My masters told me in meditation to fill it with the love and grace of
God, immediately.
My channelings are all about making room for a higher
consciousness. I purposely address all
negative energy in my life and release it daily. This is “dying to the
self”. I have to purify my consciousness
or reduce the influence of the ego, to rise up into 5th
Dimension. That is my mission on earth
to raise my consciousness back into oneness, because I had separated from
God. The true message of the masters is
that I am a Christed being, releasing my human faults and selfishness from
fears, returning home. The water is
like a homeopathic remedy that moves me up Jacob’s ladder more easily. My angel chart with the book section I sent
you, diagrams this.
I have taught a workshop for over 23 years of how to raise
consciousness into a God/Christ Consciousness. My spiritual counseling and
regressions are all about replacing love from the trauma of the past. I share with others from my experience to
achieve a higher level of experience.
Hope this makes sense. It works for me, wonderfully. I live without any
fears in abundance, peace, and unconditional love, today.
Blessings, Marilyn
