Thursday, May 21, 2020

Video with Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond talking about her path into Mental Health


 


What is mental health and how can a person overcome mental illness? Marilyn Redmond details the "how" to move through the process of returning to sanity. Through her experience, strength and optimism she explains the steps she used to bring her a new lifestyle and happiness. She talks about this on her video at You Tube titled, On Steps to Understanding Mental Health. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRxaoRWMEnc

Growing up in mental illness and not understanding what it was about, she did not let the label of Bipolar Disorder stop her from outgrowing the definition and keeping her in that box. She knows you do not have to let a diagnosis be a lifetime sentence.

Through her many counseling sessions, 12 step groups, and classes to learn healthy behaviors, she has learned that she did not have to compensate for what is missing in her life and act out her irrationality to life situation. Her family could not provide the modeling to grow up. She needed to find those answers on her own. When she heard it was a disease of no talk, no trust, and no feelings, immediately, she felt she had the answers to move beyond her past of being a secret.

When leaving treatment for addictions she continued replacing the prescriptions and alcohol with a daily spiritual program as suggested by the 12 step programs. Stopping all drinking and medications was difficult but brought her a rational mind to make rational decisions. She found that the toxic substances stopped her feelings, and emotional growth. Being sane and sober brought better results into her life as she lived the steps into sanity.

Replacing a daily spiritual program for the medications, made the difference. She could move forward out of her past trauma and reacting into responding in love to the challenges of life. Learning life skills, communication tools, and how to handle feelings now that it was safe to feel, were major lessons into reality.

With complete honesty and releasing all secrets about her own abuse, brought freedom to move from being a fearful victim into leaving the past behind with forgiveness. The past did not have to be relived in the old fearful survival of her growing up years. Learning healthy behaviors and outgrowing her co-dependency was a victory. 

After reading the book, People of the Lie", by Dr. Scot Peck, she understood her mother's paranoid schizophrenia. Her mother could not be totally honest about her own abuse in her childhood and growing up, which included abandonment, sexual abuse, attempt by relatives to kill her, and ending up in a orphanage while her mother was sick. Marilyn took on many symptoms of her mother and found she needed to heal these emotional energies, too. This total cleaning out the old for living in the present, she calls the roto-rooter system. 

In finding a spiritual trust in a loving universe, cleaning out her past harms, and being of service to others has brought a new life of living in joy, gratitude and the presence of love. Her Higher Power supports her in all things which allowed her to mature. She knows that love never fails and finding that love within her heart has become the foundation for a healthy life.

This information is detailed in her book, "Paradigm Busters - Reveal The Real You" at Amazon.com. It took Marilyn 25 years to write this book as she was growing into being a grown up. It has been an adventure to move out of the box of insanity into a world where all is good. Her other books at Amazon offer tools to include in the process of recovery.

Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond, BA, CHT, IBRT is an ordained spiritual minister for counseling, readings, regression, and healing. She can help you find health, happiness, and prosperity, too. She is an internationally board-certified regressionist for past life therapy and on the American Board of Hypnotherapy. In addition, she is a teacher, speaker, and medium channeling ascended beings.

Also, she gives readings and healing information from the other side for illness, relationships, and issues in your life. Her two radio shows are on the internet. Saved many times by angels, she sees them and loves to paint portraits of your angels. Her books have tools, information, and help to find a higher consciousness of love, grace, and compassion. Her many articles and monthly columns reveal how she achieved a consciousness of oneness.

 More from Marilyn: http://www.angelicasgifts.com. Ten books and eBooks, at Amazon.com, 173 You Tube videos of lectures, interviews, and her radio shows are currently available at https://www.youtube.com/results?searc.... Her web site is Angelicasgifts.com. In addition, check out her blog at marilynredmondbooks.blogspot.com. She can be contacted at marilyn@angelicasgifts.com

Thursday, February 13, 2020

Becoming Fearless




Recognizing that my life was a reaction to fear was a shock. Realizing that I was walking fear, guilt, and shame was a huge surprise. It made sense that I was self-centeredness and selfishness from my survival instincts. Fear was the basis of all my negative feelings. Learning that fear could be interpreted as "False Emotions Appearing Real" helped me dispel fears as I began my spiritual journey. My new commitment to become a love-based person became a sincere declaration.

Life is an inside job. Fearful feelings can be terrified of speaking in front of a group or not being able to get in a car unless you are the one driving. Staying in fear is hazardous. Typically, fear is feedback to inform you to move forward into a loving perception of faith, acceptance, or gratitude. I wanted to learn more about fear. I knew that the source of this wisdom could come from a more advanced soul. Matthew of the Bible explained fear for me by channeling through his mother, Suzy Ward,

"The energy of fear forms a barrier between the feared object or circumstances and the energy of light. Because of the barrier, the light in the souls of fear-full people cannot reach their consciousness to dispel the power of those fears over their lives, and the light being sent to them by light workers cannot penetrate.

The barrier feels like a real wall, isolating the person with the consuming fear and leaving no way out. This energy blockage of the light intensifies the power of whatever is feared, thus enabling it to draw to itself more manifestations to be feared. Fear is wildly contagious, and due to its magnification in power, fear sensation streamers have sticky edges that attract the kinds of energetic interactions that omit common sense, sound judgment, and wise decisions.

Fear is so insidious that it can convince a person that the only way to escape is through portals leading deeper and deeper into darkness. Fear is the forebear of such actions or characteristics deemed prejudice, tyranny, greed, cruelty, belligerence, deception, dishonor, and hatred, and even those seemingly senseless tortures or deaths of innocents arise through psyches that have been twisted and tormented by fears.

The light, in which love and universal knowledge and spiritual clarity abide, cannot reach those souls to let them know their spiritual powers are far stronger than anything the dark powers can conjure to frighten them. Nothing is stronger than the light, which is the gift to every soul of the love and power of God." Matthew’s messages are posted on www.matthewbooks.com

There are steps to take me into alignment with the universe. The book, "A Course in Miracles", says, "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. It is not necessary to seek for what is true, but it is necessary to seek for what is false." In addition, it says that nothing outside me can save me or give me peace.

Fear causes us to ‘react’. This means giving away my power by believing the fear has influence over me. This creates the victim mentality. The result is a loss of self-esteem feeling hopeless and helpless. The goal is to discern the kind of fearful feelings and courageously move beyond. This is when it is necessary to turn within for power.

When I realize that love has power and that fear is powerless, I find a constructive solution. I can move beyond and the fear leaves. My next course of action was to identify all my fears, one by one. Where was I selfish, dishonest, frightened, or inconsiderate? Whom had I harmed? These were questions to find where I need to be honest with myself.

Another way to view fear is "a lack of information". Herbert Spencer, one of the most discussed Victorian thinkers, once said, “There is a principal which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance,—that principle is contempt prior to investigation”. When you gather the data and get good information, the fear dissipates. Knowledge is empowering. It is said that to be well informed is to have the world at your fingers.

In my inventory of fears, I found that those fears disappeared as I found truthful answers to resolve the fear. Over time, I found that I had relied on my ego that gave me negative messages producing the fear, rather than depended on the love of the universe to be there for me. As a child, I was reacting from abusive situations to protect myself. In my growing up, I could alter my fear to faith, by moving from negative to positive inner messages from my heart. I changed my old thinking of beliefs, and feelings from the past, to being safe in the arms of God.

When I was substitute teaching in a classroom one day, we were studying the ‘Weekly Reader Newspaper', a child newspaper of current events. On the front page was a chart of the ages that you outgrow different fears. Have you outgrown your fears yet? The light went on when I found that I had not outgrown my immature reaction to life's challenges. Instead of reacting as a child, I can respond in loving resolutions to the situations.

I made the decision to respond through forgiveness and love to all of life's challenges. Facing up to the next indicated ordeal in my life is reality. I can no longer run from the ordeal. It is also called maturity.

I cannot have fear and faith at the same time. I have become fearless by releasing my old fears and replacing them with love and grace. My revelation only sees the good in life today. My new choice is to walk in faith, daily. My book, "Paradigm Busters Reveal the Real You" has the steps sharing how I am transforming my life.

Rev. Marilyn Redmond, BA, CHT, IBRT can help you find health, happiness and prosperity, too. She is a spiritual counselor, internationally board-certified regressionist, IBRT, hypnotist, ABH, teacher, speaker, and medium. In addition, she gives readings and is an ordained minister for spiritual healing. Marilyn’s 10 books are at Amazon and on line at Barnes and Nobel. Check her website, https://www.angelicasgifts.com . / See her 172 videos on You Tube at https://www.youtube.com/user/puyallup98372, and her blog at http://marilynredmondbooks.blogspot.com./ Contact her at marilyn@angelicasgifts.com

Saturday, December 7, 2019

ARE YOU EMOTIONALLY AVAILABLE?



When I was drinking, I was mostly numb. I was stuffing them by using alcohol. The abuse and harms of my past were not pleasant and to feel them was not gratifying. Not being emotionally available was survival in growing up and my marriage. I walked through the paces and looked good while I was dying inside.

Then when my psychiatrist gave me Valium for anxiety, I really became a walking robot. When each of my parents died, I could not understand why I did not cry. When I put down my loving cat, I did not shed tears and I wanted to.  For me, stopping drinking and then the prescriptions did not bring an emotional life.
At one point, my mentor told me to listen to my gut, when I asked her some questions. I was closed down; I was still in fear. Subsequently I found fear, workaholism, and overachieving kept my feelings buried, too.  I never had feelings this was a mystery to me.
Releasing my fears was possible I read. I became fearless through releasing each fear one by one, and replacing it with love and grace. (See "Paradigm Busters Reveal the Real You" at Amazon or on line at Barnes and Nobel.) Less stress allowed me to work at a more reasonable pace in writing books, articles, and counseling others was necessary. Surprisingly, my feelings began to surface. What do you do with feelings?
The first time I really needed an answer I asked myself if it was wise to go with my irate husband golfing. He was throwing a bigger tantrum than usual. I wanted to go, but being with him in that state was not going to be pleasant. I laid down to be in a meditative state. I asked myself what it felt like to go golfing while he was in such a tirade. I felt peace in my gut. Then I asked myself if I stay home and do not go, how does that feel? A strong bristly feeling replaced the peace. I repeated this to make sure I had the message right.
It surprised me that I would feel peace while he was ranting. I listened to my gut and I went golfing. I used the peace I felt, as my sign. On the third hole just before I teed off, I actually felt good. I had a wonderful feeling of enjoying the game in the beautiful morning sunshine. I had not let my husband's anger control my getting pleasure from a golf game on a pleasant day.
More feelings arrived and bewildered me. When my mental illness came up erupting as a huge emotional  volcano, I knew by then that it was the old energy needing to leave and to let it express completely. My mentor had informed me earlier from releasing anger, to let it all out, so I would not have it return.
I stood in the living room with my outburst. My inner voice said, "Yippy, skippy, it is leaving" meaning the old energy of the mental illness was moving out of my emotional history. This allowed my emotions to start flowing. My emotional past was leaving. I knew by then, that emotions are "energy in motion" and allowing them to flow provided emotional openness. I heard from a friend "Hang on to your hat; you are in for the roller coaster rid of your life. I found it is normal to have highs and then low times. They tell me if I am on track doing God's will.
After time, a big change came as I let down my emotional walls I built around my heart to protect me. Each broken wall brought my boyfriend emotionally closer to me. I was the one stopping closeness; I felt the difference, immediately.
When I drank, I ran from feeling anything. Fear had stopped my feelings from functioning appropriately. Using a daily spiritual program and not drinking, I respond in loving solutions to what challenge is in front of me. I have negative feelings if I am not aligned with the steps of my program. Recently, I was driving to see a friend, when I felt my heart change. I realized that my heart had just opened up completely so I could feel all my feelings that flow through me.
I heard one time that, "When I am doing God's will, I feel good, if I am not, I do not feel good."It became obvious to me that I wanted to align with God's. My feelings have become my feedback to how my life is going.  I understand now, to embrace my feelings. It took time for my heart to be fully open to expressing appropriate emotions. This put my life on a much higher plane for being understanding and accessible. 
Applying the steps to release the barriers to love made the difference. I substituted the positive for the negative. I feel whole, happy, and contented. Finally, I feel real, whole, and grown-up.  When my friend's dog died last week, surprisingly without thinking, I had tears and sadness at the time. I finally had tears for my cat. In addition, I received some wonderful news about my spiritual writing and work is being distributed internationally. I am still enjoying the good feelings that I am contributing to the happiness and well-being of others. I feel good; I feel the presence of love. Love is the key.
My degrees include, a BA in Education, CHT, IBRT. I am an International Award Winning writer, international Speaker, Counselor, Medium, Tarot/Psychic Reader, Author, Artist, and Ordained Minister for spiritual healing and Past Life Regressionist. Through my life experiences of coming out the other side, my wisdom, and knowledge helps others.
I am an author of 10 books and eBooks on Amazon and on line at Barnes and Nobel. My books are distributed to prisons around the world.  I am in the middle of a new book sharing my angel experiences. I also write two columns a month, one as a wellness expert and one on recovery from addiction. My blog is well read. My focus is on relationships, enriching your life, Holistic Health & Healing, addictions, and mediumship through channeling and psychic readings. In addition, I write on educational issues as a retired teacher. 
Check out my website, angelicasgifts.com, blog at marilynredmondbooks.blogspot.com and 172 You Tubes at  https://www.youtube.com/user/puyallup98372  Email her at marilyn@angelicasgifts.com


Sunday, October 20, 2019

The Secret to Life

The secret in life is becoming a magnet for higher vibrations of love. When I released the negative emotional basis from my past, I found an inner void. The silent voice inside, told me that now I could fill that emptiness with self-esteem. Each time I let go of another fault, I was told to replace each one with love and grace.

I will never forget the first time I felt grace. I was meditating while camping in Death Valley National Park. It felt so good to have grace from head to toe. Today, I know I am a spiritual being releasing my human shortcomings. My inner being changes to a love-based person from a fear-based person. To improve my surroundings, I focus upon the best things currently until I flood my vibrational patterns with thoughts of gratitude and appreciation.  

Over thirty years ago, I started a gratitude list that I add to daily to keep my focus on thankfulness. I had to lift my self-imposed limitations - all limitations are self-imposed - and free myself to receive wonderful things. With a changed higher vibration, I allow the new-and-improved conditions and circumstances to come into my experience. 

Ask yourself, what do I want?” Take one of your wants and ask yourself the following questions: What feelings will I have if I want more, get that, or want what I do not have today? How will I change when I get this want? How will my life change when I get this want? What do I see my life looking like when I get this want?

In the moment, with my new state of being vibrating my own unique vibration, with no agendas or planning, I create my new life by attracting like energies in perfect synchronicity and timing. No one can deny or grant anything. I attract it by vibration. It is a universal law that like attracts like. The trick is that I have to remove the barriers so what I want can manifest. My book, "Paradigm Busters Reveal the Real You" at Amazon or at Barnes & Nobel have the steps chapter by chapter to accomplish this.

When I understand this principle, it becomes easy to differentiate between what raises my vibrations closer to my Creator and what keeps me separated. I found I could raise my energy by using tuning forks, receiving energy healing, acupuncture, and by means of massage. In addition, applying the universal laws, prayer, and meditation will raise my energy into a higher consciousness. 

Other means include taking homeopathic remedies as flower essences, Chinese herbs, and drinking pure water support a higher energy within. Watching spiritual movies, reading spiritual material, and listening to classical music raise my spirit. In addition, consuming non-toxic drinks, eating organic foods, and looking for the good in my life make a big change.

The following quote by Benjamin Franklin sums it up: “Through what seemed like insurmountable obstacles, persistently reaching for the better thought, for authenticity and trust brought me to a place of abundance, self-acceptance, and love. Of course, the journey continues with new seeds of awareness sprouting every day. Using our God-given energy to persist in love we can face the monsters and live to tell the tale. Even transform them into beautiful beings of light. It’s what we all signed up for.”

My life today is not without tests and challenges. However, I do not put myself in places to be hurt and my past is not being recreated in my life. Gratefully, my fear of financial insecurity has left. I can even speak up today when intimidated and in tough situations.

My biggest learning has been to meditate. Listening to my inner guidance and direction has brought me the truth for which I was searching. I know that my spiritual help is with me constantly for support and protection. I am empowered. I have learned to respond in love instead of react from fear. My third dimensional life of duality based in fear has moved into the reality of “oneness” where there is peace, harmony, and balance―a higher consciousness.

In the last thirty-four years, I have overcome many medical, emotional and relationship problems. I have learned how the dynamics of life work and how to change the cause and consequences in life to feel better. I have awakened into a higher consciousness within.

When I changed, my life changed. I found the light inside. That light within is the Creator and is in all things. It is my power, strength, and supply. The spiritual core of my enlightenment emerges as the darkness leaves. Life is about mastering my emotions, as I grow into mature. Sharing my answers and solutions feels good. I co-create my own reality.

I have discovered my tasks will never be all done. I am right on track, right on schedule. Everything is unfolding perfectly. There will be challenges to continue the choice to respond in love to all my experiences.

The best is yet to come. Now, I realize that I will never have everything I want. I feel better and I find more of the things that I want flow to me. No one is keeping score. This unfinished place is the best space that I can be. I am right on my path, right on schedule. Are you having fun yet? Good luck in reality.

If you want more details to accomplish this shift, her books are available at Amazon.com/Marilyn-Redmond/e/B0069WIKDC or https://www.barnesandnoble.com/s/Marilyn%20Redmond

Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond, BA, CHT, IBRT is an ordained minister for spiritual counseling, past life regressionist, medium talking to those past over and archangels, offers Tarot/Psychic Readings, teacher, speaker, and author of 10 eBooks books and paperback books on Amazon. Here 170 videos are on You Tube. Marilyn's blog and web site Angelica's Gifts  has pioneering and innovative work in restoring traumatic lives, healing emotional causes of illness and releasing negative energy, restores health and reality. Contact her at marilyn@angelicasgifts.com



Saturday, September 7, 2019

Moving into the Realm of Spirit


Moving into the Realm of Spirit

By Marilyn Redmond

My parents were dysfunctional and I never felt a part of the family. Growing up for me was difficult. However, when I visited with my aunt and uncle, I felt accepted, loved, and safe. I would stay with them occasionally and loved being there. I could play with my cousin and he had toys, I did not have. His back yard had a stream flowing through with geese. My aunt even taught us both to do crochet and embroidery. We had a great time. Playing her player piano was the highlight of my visits. 

When she committed suicide, I was devastated. My church preached against this. I was disturbed that she had gone to hell. She treated me so nicely and I did not think she should be destined for that. The only person, who loved me, was gone. Was she in a tormenting place? That was not right, I felt.

After my aunt committed suicide, I was distraught because she was the only person in my family that treated me nicely. I could not handle the religious idea of her plight. She was a nice person to me and I was valued. This weighed heavily on me. My church was strict about only listening to the minister for information. I did not know about mediumship and talking to those past over.

A couple years later, as I was sitting on the couch in my living room with no one else was around, I saw my uncle in a vision. I recognized him immediately with his broad smile. He said that Aunt Marjorie wanted to see me. He was to lead me to her. She now looked different, as her appearance now had changed. I would not have identified her as younger person and with her natural brown hair, rather than the grey hair in her older years. My uncle led me into a house attached to a church. There she was standing in an entryway, decorated as if she did the designing. She was very artistic and always had wonderful arty flower and other arrangements in her home. I recognized her energy immediately. 

She wanted me to put my concerns to rest. She told me there is no hell. She added that hell is a state of mind and not a place. I did not have to worry about her anymore. However, since she left early without completing all the script for her lifetime, she would have to return and do that life again. She told me that if she had known that, she would not have left to join my uncle. He was encouraging her to join him on the other side. He died from cancer, two years earlier.

My cousin, her son, now married lived quite a distance from her and wanted to be able to help her if necessary. He moved her closer to him. However, her friends were in her old neighborhood. This left her without companions and her ceramic classes that she enjoyed. She felt removed from her familiar neighborhood and lonely. My cousin had adopted a foreign child. This upset her, too. The night before, my aunt called for my sister to pick up our mother's dog that she was dog sitting. That was the last contact except for a note she left in the dog food bag.

I did not think much about this vision for some time until I flew to a class in Virginia for past life therapy training. The fifty people in the room were all spiritual healers. The energy in the room was high. I saw the room filled with angels and people standing next to the participants in class. During one break, I asked a woman, who was standing next to her and described the person. She exclaimed, "That's my mother!" Running back into the classroom her shouting to everyone that I saw her mother and gave her a message stunned me. It was not that big an event, I thought.

That began other class members wanting to speak with their loved ones. A woman participant wanted to hear from her father who passed over for information about the death experience. She was going into Hospice work and thought it would be helpful. He told her that if you think you are seeing relatives or angels to escort you to the other side, they really are there to help you.

A retired minister wanted to speak to his friend on the other side and not his father. His friend had been standing by him throughout the class. After the chat, his father appeared wearing black with a black blanket over his head. "I do not want to speak to my son, either," he told me. The son had already said angrily that he did not want to chat with his dad. At that time, I felt their conversation passing through me. However, I could not discern the contents of their talk.

I saw the father pulling off the blanket and his son becoming happy. They discovered that there was a miscommunication between them and it was resolved. The next day the minister was so thrilled that he ran down the hall of the motel to greet his wife to tell her all about it.

My third experience was at Easter Island, which convinced me that I was a medium. On my trip with the Edgar Cayce's Association for Research and Enlightenment, we had a woman shaman showing us spiritual sites on the island. I recognized a particular site from one of my past lives. I had been inside that cave in the knoll. In front of the mounds was a circle of rocks of twelve flat black rocks and one in the middle. The shaman had each of the members of our trip sit on a rock and told me to go to the center and give readings to each person. The energy was so high that the vibrations came through clearly and strongly for each person to receive a message.

Since then I have channeled the voices of Archangel Michael, St. Germaine, Jesus, Mother Mary and St. John, The Divine of the Bible, and people passed over. St. John brings healing information to those who attend my healing sessions or counseling. Archangel Ariel brings blessings for everyone, during a session. My first gatekeeper was my father appearing as an Indian from another life.

As I, spiritually grew, Martha, the sister of Lazarus, from the Bible replaced him, as my gatekeeper as I was now in a higher vibration. She stops any negative entities from coming through. People love her cheery voice and toodle-lou as she comes in and leaves. Over time, I participated in several classes and sittings for mediumship that brought more confidence. Many of my channelings are on You Tube. One with Jesus and Archangel Ariel is

I give readings and I can be contacted at

  marilyn@angelicasgifts.com
 or 

my web site angelicasgifts.com 


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Marilyn Redmond’s journey brought mediumship into her many talents to reveal the secrets to life and living. She understands the energy of the universe imparting reality to all areas of our lives in health, wholeness, happiness, and prosperity: it is available to everyone. She talks to your loved ones passed over, archangels, masters, and guides for answers for your life. She is Internationally Board Certified for Regression Therapy and past life therapy.

She gives readings for your understanding of your journey into a higher consciousness. As a spiritual counselor, her experience provides healing for addictions, mental illness, PTSD, childhood, and adult domestic violence. These are a few of the problems that became her laboratory to understanding the dynamics of life and living.


Redmond , BA, CHT, IBRT is an International Award Winning writer, Spiritual Counselor, Medium, Tarot/Psychic Reader, Speaker, Writer, Artist, and Ordained Minister for spiritual healing. Marilyn’s 10 books at Amazon and many articles reveal how she achieved a consciousness of oneness in healing her traumatic life. Check her website, angelicasgifts.com, her blog, marilynredmondbooks.blogspot.com, 170 You Tube at https://www.youtube.com/user/puyallup98372 








Tuesday, August 6, 2019

Awakening in Reality






                                                      AWAKENING IN REALITY 
                                                          By Marilyn L. Redmond 


When moving into grace there are no past issues from which to act out, drug, hide. Understanding the underlying dynamics brings new results and makes the difference. Realizing that it is not necessary to keep recreating the past memories and reactions reveal a new happy life free from the ego's influence. Replacing our old feelings with loving resolutions that resolve our history and mind set with current responsible actions transforms our lives into a happier life.

My book, "Paradigm Busters, Reveal the Real You", at Amazon tells how I changed my early programming. Each chapter is a new principle for changing fear and past harms into the presence of love. The book has many tools to move your life into a new consciousness. "Paradigm Busters, Reveal the Real You" shares my own experiences and those of my clients.

For years, I had no understanding that I was not living in reality. It took years to realize my parents were not sane and balanced because of growing up in dysfunctional families while surviving their difficulties. My parents were not nurtured and therefore could not provide me with the nurturing that I wanted and craved. They lived during the time of the Great Depression in the United States. Growing up with that basis for my life brought a feeling of not being loved or having my needs met. My stepfather often repeated, "We do not spoil Marilyn". My life lacked what my friends enjoyed, but at that time, I had to recognize that I would not be so lucky. I was a needy person.

After my divorce, living on my own, and finding my way forward brought new information that changed my life. I found it is not about how worthy you are from a judgmental viewpoint or the material luxuries life has for you. Discovering that I can access the energy of love and manifest it into my life is exciting. Now, I understand how the energy of the universe affects our lives.

I could raise my perception into a higher consciousness of love, which is called reality. In my new awareness, I can take responsibility for my thinking, communication, and behaviors. I did not have to continue acting out my parents' background of fear, abuse, being threatened, or depression.

I was running the show in my marriage subtly and passively in my survival. It was a huge awakening, when I allowed the events to play out as they do; life goes better. I had been playing God. Letting go of my plans, allows the energy of the universe to flow to me with better outcomes manifesting into my life, made the difference.

Now is the time to become thoroughly honest with myself. I give up all my secrets and defenses for a better life. When releasing all the obstructions I created out of endurance and survival, reality can happen. It takes some work, but the trip into an elevated understanding of love is worth the effort.

These gifts of abundance, prosperity, and success were already there waiting for me. Becoming more open to receive them allows me to thank the universe for my gifts offered daily that improve and enhance my life. My fearful veil lifts for good orderly direction. 

I do not have to project my parents thinking that brought powerlessness, victimization, or fear. The anxiety of growing into a new consciousness is only temporary until the feelings of reality become more common. Growing into a bigger comfort zone brings maturity. I gave up all my be"lie"fs and rights. Today, I “know” everything that is right for me will manifest at the right time and in the correct way. Allowing the loving benefits of the universe into my life is a new experience; it works. My life becomes an adventure.

Removing the barriers is the secret. The blinders and earplugs of my past apprehension and skewed messages are gone. There was nothing wrong with me and there never was. I was never “not a success” as society tries to convince us. My success never left, I just need to align with it. It is an inside job. If I can move into a revelation of sanity, reality, and truth, anyone can.

It is like going up in an airplane above the grey rain clouds to find the sun was always there. The clouds of dread lift and the sunlight is brilliant. This creates a high-minded awareness. I accept the perfect love of God and know that I am dearly loved. Denial, resistance, and struggles leave with joyous acceptance for my new vision, knowing, and happenings. Acceptance is the answer to all my problems. I am accepting love.

When I replace the negativity with positive thoughts, my confidence, self-acceptance, and security are assured. God is love; love is Reality. Right now, I never had it so good.
I am in reality. The universal laws of love flow easily bringing help and good fortune. Opportunities appear at the ideal time and in the proper situations. I know and trust that the universe is taking care of me.


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