Thursday, August 18, 2022

"Kizzi’s Health and Well-Being" is a Valuable Guide to a Healthier Lifestyle


"Kizzi’s Health and Well-Being", produced by Kizzi Magazine, should be read and cherished. "Kizzi’s Health and Well-Being" offers practical, proven and easy to follow advice on how to improve the quality of your life by embracing both natural medicine and alternative and complementary therapy.

With insightful, thought-provoking chapters written by well-being experts from all over the world, this is the ultimate guide for anyone looking to explore the many benefits of living a happy, healthy and drug-free life. In this anthology the chapters include a special introduction by Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond.  Here is the link to order your book, today.

This is an excerpt from the introductory chapter by Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond. She has written 6 other chapters for Kizzi's anthologies.  This is a special one for everyone to learn more about the agenda behind the big business of medicine.

The current medical practices were born in the early 1900's. In prior centuries, people relied on plants, ancient rituals, remedies, herbs, practices as acupuncture, and Qigong. There were machines for healing used by Osteopathic doctors that did work, but were later denounced and hidden.

It all changed with John D. Rockefeller (1839 – 1937) who was an oil magnate, America’s first billionaire, and a natural-born monopolist. By the turn on the 20th century, he controlled 90% of all oil refineries in the U.S. through his oil company, Standard Oil. World Affairs reports: At the same time, around 1900, scientists discovered “petrochemicals” and the ability to create all kinds of chemicals from oil. This was a wonderful opportunity for Rockefeller who saw the ability to monopolize the oil, chemical, and the medical industries at the same time!

At the time, natural/herbal medicines were very popular in America. Almost half the doctors and medical colleges in the U.S. were practicing holistic medicine, using knowledge from Europe and Native Americans. Since, Rockefeller wanted to monopolize the medical field; he had to figure out a way to get rid of his biggest competition. The best thing about petrochemicals was that everything could be patented and sold for high profits. However, there was one problem with Rockefeller’s plan for the medical industry.

Rockefeller sent a man named Abraham Flexner from the prestigious Carnegie Foundation, to travel around the country and report on the status of medical colleges and hospitals around the country. This led to the Flexner Report, which gave birth to the modern medicine, as we know it. The report talked about the need for revamping and centralizing our medical institutions. Not long after this report, more than half of all medical colleges were soon closed.

Rockefeller gave more than $100 million to colleges, hospitals and founded a philanthropic front group called “General Education Board” (GEB). This is the classic carrot and stick approach. 

This is the classic strategy of problem-reaction-solution by creating a problem, scare people, and then offers a (pre-planned) solution. Similar to the terrorism scare followed by the “Patriot Act”, and the pandemic with the vaccine pre-patented for the solution.

In the United States, on the former Minnesota Governor Jessie Ventura interview show, “Conspiracy Theory”, in 2009 with Dr. Rima Laibow, it was revealed, that John D Rockefeller created the allopathic medical system to sell pharmaceuticals. In addition, he was at the center of the eugenics movement. The eventual goal was to eliminate as much as 90% of the population from the reproductive future of America. In addition, the program also exposed that there are globalists who plan to reduce the world’s population to 10% of its current level. It was predicted and documented that the U.S. government would fake a virus pandemic to scare people into taking a harmful vaccine. This would be a hidden agenda for a universal genocide.

Those supporting homeopathy and natural medicines are still mocked and demonized; Doctors encouraging natural solutions, rather than toxic medicine, have lost their license and are even jailed. Many holistic doctors have been found dead. Doctors have been killed for promoting options to heal conditions as cancer, COVID-19, and for sharing scientific evidence, facts and research, that disputes the medical stand on many issues.

Poor health comes from toxic sources. One of the deadliest is the sale of drugs that are poison, but called medicine. America on drugs is an epidemic of epic proportions that includes a conspiracy to control public health for profit and thwart lucid thinking. Drugs are poison, remember the skull and cross bones labels on bottles under the kitchen sink? Do mental and mind altering substances really create health or actually mask a symptom of a deeper problem? People are waking up to understanding just because it is from medical sources it may not be helpful or healthy.

Misinformation abounds in all parts of the health field. Cures are never allowed to surface for the public to benefit. There are numerous foods and herbs that are natural cancer cures, but you cannot patent and profit from what is produced by nature. Bill Gates unsuccessfully tried to patent lemons a proven cure for cancer. The drugs for cancer are the most profitable. Cancer doctors are allowed to profit from the sale of chemotherapy drugs. Keeping people drugged for huge pharmaceutical profits is fraudulent. If this were known, it would create a world without disease putting the medical field out of business.

 There are four other sources of toxicity: the air, the ground, food, and our thoughts. They are causing great health and mental sanity problems in our country. Sadly, industrial profits are more important than air pollution. For years, airplanes released toxic chemicals in chemtrails newspapers and Reader's Digest reported. In addition, it is as if the earth's lungs are being removed because of a lack of concern for future clean air in the forests of the Amazon. Trees convert carbon dioxide into clean oxygen and are necessary to keep our air clean. Air pollution does not recognize borders, ethnicity, or class. Clean air is important to us all.

Contamination of the earth is increasing. Fluoride is a toxic waste product presented as healthy for dental care, when in reality it is poisonous and has been proven to reduce the intelligence of children. Our water is contaminated at alarming levels where seafood, fish, and swimming are not doable anymore. Sick residents of the community bring huge class actions lawsuits to large corporations for dumping toxic waste as depicted in the movie “Erin Brockovich”.

Environmental groups say the lack of transparency makes it difficult to track fracking-related drinking water contamination. Keeping family yards green and weed free contributes to the poisoning of the aquifer. Where to dispose of radiation debris in landfills, is a controversy because it sterilizes the ground making crops impossible to grow. It even stops building over the radiation landfills.

Toxicity another word for poison affects our food and eating healthy by reducing intelligence, sanity, and the quality of life. Additives and genetic restructure change naturally grown vegetables and manufactured food items. Genetically modified foods and farmed fish are depleted of the natural minerals and elements of the earth, which provide the vital expected life source for our bodies to be healthy.

They are void of nutritional essentials, therefore toxic. Moreover, adding sugar, chemicals as MSG, high fructose corn syrup and soy products to manufactured foodstuff creates unnecessary calories, cravings similar to alcoholism while adding harmful ingredients of no dietary value. Energy drinks can cause major health issues and law does not require the manufacturers of these drinks, to disclose the contents. It really becomes a matter of life or death when our food does not sustain life.

We are being poisoned. It is time to have truth and healthy solutions for food and well-being. It is time to wake up to being poisoned in all parts of our lives that are essential to maintain and continue health. Your copy at

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Wednesday, July 20, 2022

A New Mind Set for Life


Through faith and trust, it is possible to rise above the past. The forces of Darkness have kept this knowledge from us throughout centuries. Keeping the population in lies, misinformation, fake news, and distractions stops inner searching for the answers to life and love. It is easy to dominate fearful people and have them look for external salvation. The real answers are within.  

Love has always been within my heart. I learned that I needed to give up being the manager of my life or pay attention to experts. I was afraid to listen and be vulnerable. This is my defining moment, a decision to move beyond past difficulties as I follow my internal voice of guidance and direction. . It is only possible to support life by moving into a higher level of realization.

For me surrendering for caring help from my heart was the most difficult decision and action I have taken. In my growing up love hurt.  Today, I know better and choose to replace my ego driven life of the past to become an agent of love. This was the turning point in my life. It is called the leap of faith.

With a new foundation, it is possible to grow into forgiveness, gratitude, compassion, and unconditional love that transports being in the world, but not of it. Well-being is living in the moment. This is a gift and why it is called The Present. Fresh feelings of harmony, serenity, and joy fill me. I am a spiritual being letting go of human burdens and errors as I grow back to my source of health and wellness.

"Everything in life is a vibration", said Albert Einstein. Ester Hicks who channels Abraham brought the pieces together for me. "As you identify the thing that you want and you achieve vibrational harmony with it, by the Law of Attraction, you summon the Energy through you, and that is what life is.". This process is described in my book, "Paradigm Busters". It is as simple as "There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear." 1 John 4:18. I changed my past by changing me.

 Through The Law of Attraction, which is about aligning with the love of God, new perceptions of compassion and synchronicity appear. . The Law of Attraction is not about material wealth and possessions, but in attracting joy, love, and caring that manifest in a healthy emotional life. A higher consciousness attracts a higher-quality life. The right use of will power is to unite with your higher power's grace and love, knowing that God's grace is sufficient. Intuition is the presence of your higher self, which gives a beautiful vision of humanity joined in harmony and well-being.

 I believe grief is the basis of more illness than is usually identified. When you experience the sorrow of the past, you are free to move into grace. The emotional barriers I had built to protect me were actually preventing health and good things in my life. The stuck energy releases to allow the love to flow and there is no dis-ease or symptoms. Healing your pain and suffering is the biggest gift you can give yourself. With a new cause, there are better outcomes.

 Reprogramming your thinking is necessary as the past culture sent ego messages of anxiety that keep us separated from the loving universe that created us. Releasing the old negativity allows room for the good and truth to be real in our lives. The following honest sentences help you bring about all the renewed good health and energy you have wanted.

 Honesty is my connection to a higher power. I move into the sunlight of the spirit, that is the solution to my medical and other problems. There is no sickness in the grace of a higher power. My books have tools to find health and wellness from within.

 Affirmations affirm the truth and come from love. Saying affirmations to replace old thinking and behavior is most beneficial in retraining thoughts. They bring health because it changes the mindset from the ego driven life into your heart where all is good.

 Reframing thinking for doing the next right thing from the heart takes practice. Moving from the head into the heart for good orderly direction brings good results supporting health and well-being. Loving messages bring productive information to your body from self-love are often termed miracles.

  I freely release all pain, illness, and imbalance, feelings stronger with every day.

·         I am now renewing my body's ability to heal itself.

·         I balance my body, thoughts, and feelings easily each day.

·         I am now in perfect harmony.

·         Each time I want a __(a cigarette, drink, sweets), I now notice what I'm feeling.

·         I now say my feelings instead of swallowing them.

·         My body grows more beautiful.

·         I can see God/Life give my health back to me.

·         My body is now healing miraculously!

·         My strength grows steadily with every new day!

·         I am now willing to be free of all pain and illness.

·         I am now becoming the picture of health, again!

·         I accept, love, and respect my body completely.

·         My body returns my loving support.

·         I let the white light from above and within heal me with love.

·         I do not need this problem and send it away.

·         I heal this part of me with every new day.

 Changing  the focus from your head/ego to your heart center, is the answer to your life improving. The fearful messages from the brain are replaced with loving messages that support health and well-being. The change occurs with loving support of the spirit. The well-known psychic Edgar Cayce said, ""For, that we find in the spirit taketh from in the mind. Mind becomes the builder. The physical body is the result." 

 What you focus on grows. My mind set determines my life and a loving mindset of healthy thoughts become manifested.. Think good thoughts because thoughts become things, so think the good ones. I find that I have to do my part is most important; it is an inside job. Before I heard this prayer, I had never thought about taking responsibility for my health and well-being.

Prayer for Spiritual Healing

I ask the Great Unseen Healing Force

To Remove All Obstructions From My Mind and Body

And to Restore Me to Perfect Health

I ask this in all Sincerity and Honesty

And I will Do My Part.


I ask This Great Unseen Healing force

To Help Both Present and Absent Ones Who Are in Need of Help

And to Restore Them to Perfect Health

I Put My Trust in the love and Power of God

How do you go through this shift in your personal awareness? With knowledge and acceptance that you can move into a higher frequency to enjoy a new life is possible. Moving out of the ego and fear based life into a heartfelt life through doing the inner work, you recognize the best is yet to come.





Wednesday, June 15, 2022




Rev.Marilyn L. Redmond, BA, ABH, IBRT

 Most of my life I was told what to do by my parents, then by my husband, and after that by my principal where I taught school. Never realizing I could have my own ideas and wishes, I was very obedient in a dysfunctional family environment for many years. My intention was not to endure the consequences of not following orders. I was distraught and troubled about life and my part in it. In this setting I was not a happy person, as I was not the real me.

Through a major traumatic life-threatening situation, I prayed for help. This led me to finding a spiritual path where I could claim my life and my own aspirations. Gradually, I reclaimed my life. My book, "Paradigm Busters" at Amazon has a version of my story and how I released the barriers that stopped my life from the opportunities and inheritance that were there for me.

 I first learned that fear stops the sunlight of the spirit.  Needing to release my fear for a new basis in life was scary. However, as I identified each one to let go, I replaced it with love and grace; my life started to change. The fears of moving forward in my life were overwhelming; however, moving onward was more important. I found the power within to move out of my relationships that were not good for me.

 Identifying anger from past harms and abuse called resentments are continuing to this day in my life. Not allowing myself to feel all the identifying past angers and letting them go, I still had old anger intensely inside.

 I just had two car accidents in the last 4 months to get my attention and release deeper resentments. Being raised that "Nice girls do not get angry", I stuffed these feelings very well. I kept my rage inside to comply. Another saying in those times was, "Children are to be seen and not heard". Over the years, my temper stayed buried.

 My mother guilted me to do her wishes, I understand today. My church added to this, calling me a sinner and I caused someone to die. Because of the family dysfunction and added church dogma that also shamed and guilted me, I never brought home my friends from school, as they would see how terrible my life was.

 I was even ashamed when my mother came to the PTA meeting at school. I acted as if I did not know her as she walked by my jump roping at recess with the other girls. My intentions were not to be hurt or humiliated one more time.

 Guilt and shame were the basis for my old life until I found I did not have to be guilty or shameful. Today, I know I am a child of the universe born in love. It is not necessary for me to act out the guilt and shame of my parents. Today, I have removed the unnecessary guilt and shame. Accepting this new insight has been gradual, however, just this week someone tried to shame and guilt me. I noticed it immediately and knew it was their projection onto me.  

 Old feelings keep me thinking I am unworthy, not good enough, and less than. Knowing we are always doing the right thing at the right time removes the guilt. I am as worthy as everyone as we all come from our Creator. We are all created equal. I can relax and be myself and that is all right.

 Since those days, I learned how influential my consciousness could be. Currently, I am able to change my patterns of biology. With "pure intent" which is from the heart, I can affect my body cells. My body can listen to what I say.  I can stay alive longer and have better health if I am balanced. My thoughts can affect my immune system as well. Science includes this in their subject matter called epigenetic.

 Now, I am able to have a new intention. It is like a spiritual command from the soul essence to the cells of my body. With equilibrium, wisdom, and the smile of knowingness, along with compassionate action, knowing how things work, I can change my intention for health and a happy life. I am able to change the basis of my old feelings to love and forgiveness.

 This re-evaluation is helping me right now as I am recovering from the air bags exploding in my car accident causing Cellulitis. This information is not a coincidence; when I need the information, it comes to me. I have the ability to create the healthy mental and emotional messages to my cells to heal my injuries from the automobile accident with the help of antibiotics. My needs are met.

 This is proof to me that God brings me the information, answers, and awareness with the right timing. When I am aware of what to change, the answer appears. My intention no longer needs to come from survival in a dysfunctional background, but can move into resolving the issue with a new loving intention of health and well-being.

Understanding the Current Chaos


Understanding the Current Chaos

By Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond, BA, ABH, IBRT


The entire purpose of Universal Law is unification. Replacing the phrase Universal Law with The Law of Love brings the purpose and intention into focus. At the time you are in adherence, you are in alignment with the Universal Law.  This produces harmony with everybody’s creation and manifestation.

 In early times, people found they had to wait for the spirit to speak. Rabbis channeled God in the Holy of Holies. Religion promoted that their priests were available day and night. The citizens were advised to turn to ministers for answers in all things, as they were more available and were the correct source for their answers. These deceiving religious ones have found many ways to mislead the population into believing information that was not aligned with God's truth. 

 The Law of Love is a guide in which to know the unknowable and our way back to Source. It was for all beings to have an experience of Love, joy, and peace. Sadly, the spiritual path of our lives is often ignored, denied, or disregarded.

 The planet was created in the fifth dimension. During the third root race, the Lemurians transformed from spirit into physical. Over time, they developed into bodies and built monasteries. The spiritual teachings inside these monasteries were the Universal Laws. At this time there was ONLY Unity Consciousness.

 After the fall of Lemuria, some Atlantians resumed the Lemurian's research to raise consciousness. This group decided they were smarter than the people were and could control the planet from their manipulating the truth to the people. They had an agenda to stop the populace finding the Light and the returning path to Ascension.  Their agenda has existed for centuries, resulting in false information, misinformation, or lack of information with a mindset of fear. Those of the light were called The Law of One and those opposing and resisting the light were called The Sons of Baal. 

 The book by Napoleon Hill, “Think and Grow Rich” left out important information. Publishing houses have authors rewrite their work only to provide the idea of attracting materiality, without all the real answers for manifesting. The adulterated information to control the people began through the church and government. If the truth were allowed, then, they could be in charge of their lives, rather than needing experts, government, or organizations to provide answers with their power.

 The hidden agenda has been to keep the population disempowered. Dark forces have spent centuries misinforming, suppressing truth, and lying to the world. Religion usurped the focus of the people from spiritual mediums directly connected to Source.

 In ancient times, there was a gradual growing of worship and adopting a savior God in various areas and cultures. Numerous savior gods became national saviors. There were The Savior-god Bel of Babylonians, The Savior-god Osiris of the Egyptians, The Savior-god Prometheus of Greece, The Savior-god Mithra of the Persians, and the Savior-god Krishna of the Hindus.

 Beliefs, rites, and ceremonies surrounding the worship of these Mystery Cult gods were prevalent at the time of the birth and development of the Christian religion. There was bitter fighting for supremacy during the 2nd, 3rd, and 4th centuries. The Emperor Constantine preferred Mithraism but proclaimed Christianity during his rule. Nothing was new in Christianity except its savior-god was called Christ. Earlier pagan rituals were adopted with new terms into Christianity.

 By adopting Christianity as the religion of the vast Roman Empire, Constantine elevated Christianity to the law of the land. Upon his ascension to emperor, he enacted numerous reforms to strengthen the empire. Because of The Council of Nicea, Christianity became the State religion of the Empire. By adopting Christianity as the religion of the vast Roman Empire, he elevated a once illegal cult to the law of the land. At the Council of Nicea, Constantine the Great settled Christian doctrine for the ages.

 The Council of Nicaea had a lasting impact on Christianity. The Nicene Creed is still used by most of the major Christian denominations, including the Roman Catholic, Eastern Orthodox, and Protestant churches. The Council of Nicea eradicated the human Jesus and replaced him by the theological Christ. "God is love" (1 John 4:8) is the truth.

 The Roman Catholic Church established inquisitions. This genocide extended through the Spanish Inquisitions and then from secret organizations such as The Knights Templar, The Knights of Malta, and The Jesuits, who were the power behind the 13 elite families that hid behind our more current visual politician puppets. Gradually, dishonesty was extended into other parts of our culture, as banking, medicine, the media, books, newspapers, education, food, science, history, sports, entertainment, major organizations, and more. Sadly, the spiritual path of our lives is often ignored, denied, or disregarded.

  A few groups have continued to extend spiritual history down in time. These groups include the White Brotherhood and more recently, a comparable group called Theosophists. Their teaching of The Law of Love is a guide to know the unknowable and our way back to Source. The Divine Plan was for all beings to have this experience of Love, of joy, and of peace.

 Fortunately, a call for assistance went out for Light Beings to come and bring help to the planet. They could only survive by constantly pulling in power from the higher vibrational light force know as Grace, Prana, and/or Love. The Dark Ones pulled power from the essence of the other 3D humans. Through tormenting the common people, the Dark Ones stole their essence for themselves. This experience brought Fear. Those losing their love were filled with fear. Love and Fear became polarities. This battle between the Light and Dark has waged for thousands of years. Knowing the love of a beneficent power, which created the cosmos, and all that is within it was nearly lost. Servitude, survival, and helplessness were promoted.

 The Dark does not want you to know the real issues of the current war. Since the television news is owned by five corporations that impede truth, only propaganda is announced. This is not a political war, but a war between God and Satan. It can be compared to the story of Sodom and Gomorra. Uncovering the dark secrets of the lies and deceit for control of the planet are becoming exposed to the facts through truth seekers from alternative sources. This spiritual war is now being played out in the Ukraine that is seriously infested with Dark Forces. The bioweapon laboratories under hospitals, nuclear bomb research hidden below an old power site, tunnels for worldwide people trafficking, and child sacrifice, and money laundering are some of the evils being taken out.  

 The right use of will power is to align with the higher power's grace and love, knowing that God's grace is sufficient. "Everything in life is a vibration", said Albert Einstein. When consciousness in an individual raises, that is energy moving into a higher vibration on the scale of love. The dark energy is no longer destructive in the light. The chart shows how the vibrations need to rise into higher frequencies for a more contented life with love, health, and well-being. 








 Transforming our lives from fear into love is the answer.  It is as simple as a verse in the New International Bible that There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear. My books, counseling, readings, workshops, and other work describe the details of how to release the barriers that stop your desires for manifesting through loving solutions. In "Paradigm Busters" at Amazon, the process is described chapter by chapter.

 I am currently writing a book." A Spark of Truth" that offers a more detailed understanding of the progression from of the Sons of Baal to current times influencing our current lives with deception. The infiltration of governments, culture, medicine, education, organizations, and more has blocked the sun light of the spirit on the plane. The plot to prevent ascension of the planet has been inconceivable and incredible.

 We are going through an adjustment of who is ready to thrive in the higher vibrations of love on the planet. In reality, this war was played out in the spirit world and the light won. The light and higher energy of the planet will no longer sustain lower frequencies. With the Photon Belt coming completely into our positioning in the universe by fall, the dark can no longer exist. 

 Life is not about material wealth and possessions, but in attracting joy, love, and caring. When the planet returns to Fifth dimension, many will move into a heaven on earth as described  as the 1000 years of peace.  Individuals will have more adventures for spirit bringing love and compassion to all parts of the universe. "The spirit of light of hope, of desire to know truth, must be greater than that man has called scientific proof and yet it is the science of light, of truth, of love, of hope, of desire, of God." Edgar Cayce


Marilyn Redmond is an ordained minister for spiritual counseling, past life regressions, and readings. She is internationally Board Certified for Regressions, IBRT, and on the American Board of Hypnotherapy, ABH. In addition, she is a reader, teacher, speaker, and medium offering information from the other side for illness, relationships, and issues in your life. Her books are being distributed internationally to prisons and used as a booked study in San Quentin. She was included in the current, prodigious book, "Who's Who in America. Find your health, happiness, and prosperity.


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Wednesday, April 20, 2022

                        WHO'S THE MATTER WITH ME?

                           By Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond, BA, ABH, IBRT

Is the source of problems and distress from other people? There is a misunderstanding in our world that it is okay to blame others for our troubles. Are others responsible for our difficulties even, illnesses? If that is true, what does it mean for our relationships?

For years, I reacted from others' abusive and offensive ways. I thought if they were kinder, I would not feel so poorly. Like a sponge, I took on their projected angers and fears. I stayed powerless and a victim in my life by reacting to people around me. Staying wounded was the basis for my growing up. The lack of love and kindness kept me in a vigilant state. Then I thought I would be safe from harm if I were perfect. It did not seem to work, but I had no other answers in those days of how to handle the situations that were so painful.              

It is easy to point the finger at someone and not take responsibility for my own actions. This is usually called being immature. It is even compounded when both individuals in a relationship do not each take responsibility as the problems increase. This is often the case in friendships, relationships, and marriages. Pointing to the other person as the problem is a way to dodge personal accountability, 

In my marriage, I thought if he just quit drinking, we would have a good marriage. To my surprise, my problems turned out to be the same as his. We had the disease of addictions, came from mental illness, lacked being nurtured growing up, had rageful fathers, and mentally ill mothers. It took several years to realize we were mirrors to each other. The game is called Passive Aggressive; it can cause difficulty in a relationship and on a job. He was the aggressive one and I was the shy and passive one.

Alan Alda the actor, said. "Be fair with others, but then keep after them until they are fair with you." Learning to address the issue straightforward was most difficult for me. I always talked around the point so I would not be attacked. I thought it would soften the response. I lacked information about authentic communication. Being assertive was not modeled in my family. I did not feel I had the right to speak up  As a child when  I did speak up, I was slapped in the face for speaking back to my elders. Therefore,  I did not have social skills for self-expression. Over time, I realized as an adult that I needed to learn skills to have real communiqué. 

Learning true communication was a shock to my system. Feeling an inner change in learning a new way to speak, was scary. The book, "A Guide to Assertive Living, Your Perfect Right" by Robert El Alberti, Ph.D. and Michael L. Emmons, Ph.D. was information where I could really understand the new basis for expressing myself. It was a practical book to use with examples.

Being assertive allows you to be the person you want to be, to feel good, about yourself, and to demonstrate your respect for the rights of others. There are ways to resolve issues that arise from passive aggressive people. Being assertive is a means to stand up for myself, convey anger, reach out to others, build relationships, express affection, and to be direct.

For me the cure is to forgive the person and forgive myself, for the spiritual script I wrote, as this was my path to wholeness. Next, learning to love myself so I no longer am the victim and worthy to speak up, is essential. Then I found loving myself brought me the love I wanted from within. The person is my mirror to what I need to heal in me. It was not from another person.

Since my past sufferings are history, I do not need to bring them into the current situation. I can release those earlier painful situations for being in the present. The dated memories are no longer relevant. My book, "Paradigm Busters" at Amazon has the details of how to release ancient misery. This leaves space for love to replace that space.

Today being in a healthy relationship shows that I changed my communication skills because like attracts like. Becoming a magnet for a companion with healthy ways to communicate is a reward for the efforts. Being able to express my feelings safely takes time, but is worth the effort.

The Hawaiian Prayer, Ho’oponopono “I Love You, I am Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Thank You” brought real inner peace for me. Since we all are one in the spirit of love, I can say, "I love you". Given that it takes two people to play the passive aggressive game I say, "I am sorry for my part", putting the situation into the past. Then, I say, "Please forgive me. I want to give up the past for a new day". Next, the most important part is to say, "Thank you". Knowing that I wrote my script for the other person to play that part for my growth into forgiveness, gratitude, compassion, and unconditional love brings my responsibility for the situation. They played their part well.

In my current relationship, I have the ability to be honest, straightforward, and safe to express myself, which was not possible in my domestic violent marriage. Relationships are mirrors they do not heal me, but allow me to see my growth. The Little Soul and the Sun: A Children's Parable by Neale Donald Walsch explains this consciousness beautifully.

I like the movie star Katherine Hepburn's comment when Barbara Walters asked her if Spencer  Tracy  ever told her his feelings   She thought for a moment and said "No, but I am in ecstasy when I am with him." Being with a person who respects you, does not heal you; you have to heal yourself and be happy wherever you are.   

My books are being distributed internationally to prisons and used as a booked study in San Quentin. I was just included in the current, prodigious book, "Who's Who in America. This concept is explained further in her books, You Tubes, readings, and counseling. Marilyn Redmond is an ordained minister for spiritual counseling, readings, regression, IBRT, and healing, ABH. In addition, she is a teacher, speaker, and medium offering information from the other side for illness, relationships, and issues in your life. Marilyn can help you find health, happiness, and prosperity.

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Wednesday, April 6, 2022

Firing The Ego


Growing up I did not know I had choice in my life. This was not an option in my marriage, either. When I was divorced, I started driving out of state to the Santa Barbara's Writers' Conference in California. People shared their writing during the sessions. I shyly shared my piece with the group. After the gathering, a woman came up to me and whispered in my ear. "You always have choice."  I thought to myself, she never grew up in my family.

 Going to counseling for help in recovery from my traumatic past, I found out you could change your thinking and feelings. This was new wonderful news to me. I proceeded to find new ways to approach life that would be more productive for me. Spiritual groups were supportive, but the real answers for me also came from the 12-step programs. One step has you release the past problems, negative feelings, or difficulties. This gave me a choice to release what does not work for me. I found it a gift to let go of the past harmful feelings and abuse.

 I heard in meditation that when I release the past of what I do not want, I was to replace it with what I do want, because nature abhors a void. Releasing the past in contemplation was more productive than just saying it. It takes me to a higher consciousness of my soul to become real.

 Continuing to identify each difficulty and release my many fears, resentments, guilt, and shame, I had an amazing experience. While camping in Death Valley National Park, I was meditating on a beautiful sunny day with all the magnificence of the park around me. I felt grace from head to toe replacing the problems I had released. Grace had filled the void left. It felt like cozy billowy cotton balls soft and warm filled me. I continue to release each fear, anger, resentment, guilt, and shame from the past, for love to replace them. I wanted more of that good feeling.

 It was in my thinking; I was my own enemy. I read that I had to release all the barriers that I had created; they stopped grace. I read a cartoon one Sunday in the funny papers with a character, Pogo in the strip written by Walt Kelly. He said, "We have met the enemy, and he is us". Taking responsibility for undoing my old ideas, beliefs, and behaviors from fear were mine to change. I was glad to see how I could still improve my life by facing the truth about my old mindset doing me in.

 I am still finding old ideas I had forgotten from years back to reframe into being positive and supportive of the life I want today. I needed to move from listening to my head voices from the past and move into my heart. That is where I hear the loving guidance and directions from love and not fear.

 Understanding that the ego, Edging God Out, of my life was the problem, today, I merge God in. Finding affirmations to support my new feelings, thinking, and actions brought great results. Affirmations replace my thoughts with positive, productive ideas to remind me of the new life I want. 

 My first affirmations I received were from therapy my first day. I came home with the list of affirmations and read them while I was in a lawn swing in a sunny afternoon. I had a wonderful loving feeling and light rise in me and I never had felt so good. I placed the list by the bathroom mirror to read twice daily every time I brushed my teeth. After repeating them time after time, I found they were becoming part of my life automatically. They actually were creating a new pattern of thinking and behaviors.

 While staying with my minister's family during drastic times in my marriage, I had read a lovely poem on the wall of his dining room. I saw the vibrations of the words leave the paper. I realized if I put positive poems, sayings, or ideas on my walls, they would radiate the message into my home. I now have affirmations, slogans, and positive comments in several rooms. I have angels' pictures and figurines placed in every room, and I even play CD's that have constructive messages.

 Most of the old barriers are gone today; however, I find it is a lifetime process. I still find old ones to let go and let God replace. A couple fears from my childhood just surfaced in an unusual way. I found my dental problems are coming from an old fear early in my life when I was afraid to tell the truth. Fortunately, today, I am around people who are honest and respect truthfulness. That is not the old situation anymore. I can release that old thought.

 There is nothing wrong with the core of me and who I am. I have patterns to unlearn, new behaviors to embody and wounds to heal. I am unlearning generations of harm and remembering love; it takes time. God's love and energy, peace, and harmony flow through me.

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Life Transforms Inside Out

My life required an appeal for love to manifest in my heart. Discovering that it is necessary to invite it into my life was an awakening. I sat in a church pew for 50 years but did not have a conscious connection with a God of my understanding. Hearing this information created a spiritual awareness. Moving into my heart has changed my life into a love-based life instead of a fear-based one. This was the missing part.

Socrates said, “The unexamined life is not worth living.” Through following the advice of “Trust God, clean house, and help others”, I began exploring. I have been scrutinizing my life for thirty-six years. My childhood and marriage were domestic violence and abuse; I could not trust the people in my life; they were not trustworthy. How do you trust something invisible as a Creator? Finding myself in perilous difficulties of life or death numerous times, it was obvious there was something bigger than me keeping me alive.

 Accepting and practicing faith in this higher power changed everything. One night seeing angels keep me alive from my husband trying to kill me was the turning point. This experience brought an understanding that has become a faith that is strong today.

 One evening a couple years ago, I fell down full force in an asphalt parking lot from a hole that needed to be repaired. The lighting in the area was poor. I got a black eye and my right arm, shoulder, and wrist were injured and very painful. I fortunately had help to get up as my arthritis prohibited my standing up from the ground by myself. I luckily did not have any broken bones; however, I did break my glasses. The brain concussion put me out of business of helping my clients, writing, and artwork for several months.

 Now, I am able to see the bigger picture of why it happened instead of blaming the church for poor maintenance. Resting while using ice on the painful parts of my face allowed the healing to happen, I found the reasons for this experience.

 There were several lessons from this event. First, I recognized that my old terrified energy had to leave. Fear that I would be beaten since the age of three, when I witnessed my mother battered, needed to be felt and released. Since that old threat is no longer valid in my current life, it needed to leave my consciousness. It was an opportunity to move into a new mindset beyond the past. I finally understood their fights were between them and were not about me.

 In addition, I had been fearful of a black eye in my marriage, which would have not been good when I went to teach at school. My black eye gradually healed from the fall and was less purple each day. I know today that what you fear becomes a magnet to attract it. I was ready to release my fear of a black eye from potentionally being beaten. Today, I am not in relationships to fear this. It is no longer relevant and those feelings needed to be expressed to flow out of my unconsciousness.

 Another major issue was to take responsibility for attracting the incident to me. These challenges are set up for me to move beyond by a script we write before we arrive on the planet. In addition, I found that my projects had to stop so I could put space between my old life and new one. Fortunately, I was able to resume from recovery in a more realistic pace in my life. Having to be in bed to heal, I was now able to bring to a halt to being a workaholic and overachiever.

 Lastly, I never thought about suing anyone or blaming the church for poor maintenance. It was needed so the new energy of love could fill the void left. These early fearful energies from the past needed to depart and this was the opportunity. I accepted that is was a necessary reality for my spiritual progress.

 Moving up the ladder of perception is my goal. Life is about moving from being selfish to selfless. The film, Ground Hog Day, has become one of the acknowledged classics of American comedy. It is the story of a TV weatherman, Phil Connors, who is forced to live the same day, February 2nd, repeatedly until he gains some insight into his life. He changes into being helpful and caring to others.

 This is not an easy process. I grow into having a sense of being worthy and self-confident. Recognizing I saw life through the eyes of a terrified child, made sense. The old perceptions needed to leave, as they are no longer relevant.

 My task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within myself that I built against it. With thirty-six years of cleaning and releasing, my fear-based negative thoughts, communication, and behaviors from my traumatic and abusive past, I have grown into a more compassionate and caring person.

Learning about emotions and how they are to flow through me and not stay stuck from past         circumstances makes the difference. Emotions are energy in motion. I need to allow them to move on so I am free of the past still influencing my current experiences. Then, I am open to live in the moment which is a gift and why it is called The Present.

 This brought a new pair of glasses. Now free to see that others were wounded children themselves passing on their pains to me was awakening. I have a choice to release the past harms and not continue on the course of my parents' or husband's wounded path.

I can peacefully walk my own walk into maturity and love as an adult. It is necessary to move from denial, express it, and release it. With forgiveness, compassion, gratitude, and feeling the presence of goodness within, I move into reality. My experiences bring wisdom. Today sharing my insight and understanding helps others. My weaknesses have become my assets.


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