Monday, February 2, 2026

WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?


                                                               


                                                  Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond

 

                                                  WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?

 

                                                By Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond, BA, ABH, IBRT

 

 

Our thoughts are energy and create from our consciousness. Did you know that what you focus on becomes your reality? Are you in fear guilt, or have resentments? We project our thinking outward and that is what becomes formed in the material world. Realizing that I was trying to protect for safety, I shield myself emotionally in domestic violence and actually brought more assaults to me. I created an emotional wall thinking it would protect me. What happened is that it was felt by my spouse as an attack returned to him. He in turn attacked me back that was physical, he was called the bad person, and I was seen as the victim. No one saw my emotional projection. 

 In reading A Course in Miracles, I learned that I had to let down my defenses. It states, "Safety is the complete relinquishment of attack." I needed to stop defending myself and replace it with sending out love. Then, the love can return. There is a universal law of attraction. What goes around comes around.

 I now forgive all the past situations and people whose actions and events were threatening to me. They are history and not in my current minute. Moving into the light of truth eradicates the darkness that lacks facts. Life is a mirror for me to change. If there is a finger pointing to blame another, there are three fingers pointing back. I do not need to reenact the past for more drama.

 If my mind is in the past, I am recreating history. In other words, I no longer needed to react from the past harms and counter from fear. Living in the moment becomes a gift and is called The Present. I move my thinking to being in the currently minuet. Peace can only be found in complete forgiveness.  When I am in the NOW, all is good. Realizing that it is necessary to forgive was new to me, too. An inner message told me that forgiveness meant I gave up the past for a new day.

 Learning to reprogram my mind that created the problem was a novel idea to me. I did not know you could change your thinking. However, after years of  moving from a fear based life into a love based life, I now send out love to the past harms, trauma, and negative emotions of old occurrences.  

 I take responsibility for my thinking and actions, as I am the creator of my life. I have become a love giver instead of a love taker. I choose to send love and enjoy the returns of my new perception about the situation. I desire love to return. As the song says, "Let there be peace and let it begin with me".

 The chaos currently going on in my mind can resolve into agreement, when I do not continue it. That lack of unity continues the disparity and controversy, in wars. Life is not about who has the most power, money, or success.  We can only "overcome" with love, not with threats and violence.

 "The one who knows the truth is not the one who believes, but the one who knows." Madame Blavatsky. Love is truth and truth is love. Reframing my mind, I come together in my heart bringing harmony, balance, and joy. Many will attempt to convince you that standing for truth means standing against humanity. The darkness does not reside in the people—it resides in the structures that taught people to forget their own worth.

 Who is going to win? The disorder in our country and the planet is the conflict between the light, which represents truth and the dark that is symbolic of the lack of light. Change my mind from the past indoctrination and teachings into truth are needed. Those awakened and awakening remain grounded. The discontent mirrors the hatred being acted out on the planet as witnessed in the news and own minds. “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.” Romans 12:2  

Truth does not require rage to be powerful. Light does not need force to be effective. Your clarity, compassion, and refusal to participate in deception are far more disruptive to darkness than confrontation. It is time to truly wake up into remembrance.

In humbleness, the figments of your imagination lose its grip. When you remember your inherent worthiness, the chains dissolve. By choosing unity, truth, and awareness, the illusion fades. Each awakened being becomes a brilliant Light of truth in the collective field. The Light is here. We honor the Light, you have always been. “Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will grow to become in every respect the mature body of him who is the head, that is, Christ.” Ephesians 4:15

Unconsciously, I attracted a husband that brought domestic violence to my marriage. Now I can use the same information that transformed my domestic violence in my new life in a relationship of unconditional love with others and myself. Over the years of my awakening, I now pray from my heart and send it out so peacefulness can grow. My old personal mind set was reflected in the planet warring. Currently, I am naturally in peace while the winds of mayhem continue. I observe what is going on, but I am not reacting emotionally.  

Now, I take responsibility for that harmony within to bring the loving vibrations of tranquility to rise into peace. "Paradigm Busters" at Amazon has the process that I used to change my mind into a new life in a higher energy and perception of love for me and then to share it with others.

Love never fails.

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Thursday, January 1, 2026

REVEALING THE BIG LIE


Revealing the Big Lie

 

Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond, BA, ABT, IBRT

 

 

 If we could spread love as quickly as we spread hate and negativity, what an amazing world we would live in. According to David Icke, " Religion is the greatest form of mind control ever Invented". The illusion you once called reality is crumbling before your very eyes. What you see dissolving in the outer world is a vivid reflection of an inner truth that has long been ready to be released into the light of awareness.

 

According to the channeled Matthew from the Bible, " It can be no other way – simply, [because] this is the physics that governs life in this universe. As Earth continues apace into successively higher planes, nothing with low vibrations in any form – physical bodies, subversive plans, theft, dishonesty, unjust laws and imprisonment, bigotry, cruel customs and deeds – can survive." This is not something you are becoming as for a far-off future; it is something you are actively remembering in this very moment, recognition of the truth that has always been within you.

 

Persons who choose to live in the light of the Creator can ascend with Earth and those who choose to cling to their dark ways cannot. It forms with every conscious choice you make, every release of the past that you embrace, and every moment you choose authenticity over conformity. The New Earth is born first within you, in the depths of your being, and then it is beautifully reflected outward into the world around you.

 

Next train through these parts comes in 24,000 years. As we approach nearer and nearer to the time of ascent, the pressure is on for the dark ones to surrender to the Light and reform their characters – or leave. 

 

We find that in truth that there never were any limitations at all. In addition, only infinite possibilities are awaiting our exploration. These are the gifts awaiting us now! Expanded consciousness is steeped in the infinite Love/Light of creation.

You are remembering who you truly are, and this remembrance is the key to unlocking the limitless potential that resides within you. The Light is forever 'yours'. Trust in the unfolding of your journey, knowing that it is leading you to the fullness of who you are meant to be.

Furthermore, most importantly, you reconnect with your own Divine Essence. Because when you remember who you really are, an eternal Spirit Being of light having a temporary human experience, everything else starts to make sense. This is not loss, it is liberation. The “Great Reset” you hear about is one of the most important steps toward a freer, fairer world.

My latest book, "A Spark of Truth" at Amazon tells the lies and beliefs that have been in our culture from many years. Learn how this came to be.  From the earliest times and  through secret societies based in evil, while the elites run the three major powers, government, religion, and finance that have infiltrated society through banking education, medicine, media entertainment, etc. In addition, I have five E-books on Amazon that concisely describe the answers to life's problems.

 

My 11 books are on Amazon, 200 videos on YouTubes, and I write a monthly column, that support spiritual growth. The Edgar Cayce's Association for Research and Enlightenment sends my books internationally to prisons. I am included in "Who's Who in America and Manchester's Who's Who for Professionals and Executive. In addition, I have produced and hosted two radio shows.

Testimonials:

 Marilyn is a great soul…She is one of my most successful Lightworkers and I am extremely proud of her and grateful for her contribution to our earth. She is simply the best! –With gratitude and admiration for her talent and skill. Linda Schiller-Hanna Founder, Natural Psychic School of Metaphysics, rounder, Angel Love Healing Center, Speaker: Edgar Cayce's   A. R.E . Intuition Trainer.

This was one of the most enlightened talks I've ever attended. It was as if we were here for weeks worth of information. If we could get a dose of this information every day, we would be perfect. John F. Scott, President of the Narada Theosophical Society in Tacoma.


Contact her at angelicasgifts6@outlook.com

 

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Monday, December 8, 2025

Create a Life of Joy

  Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond ABH. IBRT


 

Create a Life of Joy

 

By Rev. Marilyn L Redmond, ABH, IBRT

 

  

Looking for help with anxiety changed my life forever. My insatiable curiosities lead me to research the trail leading me from my difficult and traumatic life into a new life style that is incredible. Searching for answers in my life opened up Pandora's Box. The latest information is breaking down the old barriers and allowing truth to surface for real understanding. Investigating and experiencing life's complexities for answers became my many books, articles, websites, 2 radio shows, 200 You Tubes, and a blog.

 

Revelation into current subjects is bringing truthful insight on topics like vaccinations, religion, education, government and more. These awarenesses reach beyond governmental influence, media’s distorted reporting, and erroneous information. Finding what inspires and pulls you forward is what enhances a loving world. Most everyone has been deceived and manipulated from a paradigm of fear in medical, political, and religion, along with world events designed for evolving into world domination called The New World Order. I learned to trust myself rather than the indoctrination saturating the typical information sources.

 

Through my craze for answers, I came to understand that the root cause of my life dilemma came from the programming of our culture. My book, "A Spark of Truth", addresses the agenda below the surface. Sadly, the spiritual path of our lives is often ignored, denied, or disregarded. The battle between the Light and Dark has waged for thousands of years.

 

During the centuries, the Universal Laws that were taught in the Lemurian monasteries were suppressed from the common people, so they could not regain their personal power as "Children of the Light". The darkness from fear has kept us victims, oppressed, and in debt. With the sinking of Lemuria, life continued on Atlantis. Unfortunately, there were entities from other planets with dark energy seeking control and power. The light beings become known as The Law of One, and the Dark Forces were termed the Sons of Baal.

 

The Dark Forces decided they were smarter than the people were and could control the planet from their manipulating the truth to the people. Their agenda has existed for centuries, resulting in false information, misinformation, or lack of information with a mindset of dread. The Dark Forces to enforce their leadership misused technology. We are now at a time to make a decision if to allow the Dark Forces to continue their domination over the planet. With these ruthless Dark Ones in power, there is heartlessness and subjugation resulting in the human species being in danger of extinction.

 

This battle between these forces became a barrier from knowing the love of a beneficent power, which created the cosmos, and all that is within it, was veiled. Servitude, survival, and helplessness were promoted. The misinformation through the newspapers, media, television, movies, religion, publishing, government, medicine, education, science, and even banking has blocked real answers to the agenda of the desire to control the planet and its population.

 

The Universal Laws are the laws of love and supersede the laws of countries and ordinary science. Presently, this is being addressed through Quantum Physics. It brings a new understanding to how life works without the religious dogma and doctrines. 

 

Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!

Isaiah 5:20-21 KJV

 

The Illuminati, cabal, Deep State or other terms for the Dark Forces, do not want real information for viewers of the news or readers of newspapers to know the truth. Deviously promoting despair and lack of hope prolong people looking for help outside of themselves. Spirituality has become the path into truth and reality. Raising awareness into a higher consciousness brings in the light. The light shines out the darkness. .

 

People are waking up to the fact that their tax dollars went for seditious projects to control the planet. The corruption is being revealed daily, through truthful news. It cannot be changed without changing our thinking.” Like a cosmic housecleaning, tossing out the junk that kept people repressed.

 

Transforming our lives from fear into love reveals the light for truth to come forward. This is the answer. If the people knew, “There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear.” (1 John 4:18) Finding persons  have the same power as the universal Creator to manifest a life of joy, caring, and extending help to others, people would attain a more fulfilling life absent of the negative forces.

 

The Law of Attraction is not about material wealth and possessions, but in attracting joy, love, and caring. The Divine Plan is for all beings to have this experience of Love, of joy, and of peace.

 

Albert Einstein, commented, “Learn from yesterday, live for today, and hope for tomorrow”. Freeing a world from long ages of dark control and turning it into a world whose foundation is love, a high consciousness that is our inheritance. A lot of love/light is needed to spread vision, wisdom, and good will and mutual respect worldwide. Light and love are of the same high vibration in a higher realization. . Keep beaming your love's high vibes! Play, laugh, sing, dance, be joyful, hug a tree, and love each other!

 

This shift in consciousness is returning the origins of the planet with love. However, keeping people in the dark has kept us in a low consciousness of a fear-based life that mentally enslaved the population. Clearing out the old paradigm is necessary for the reality of love and joy to return. Culture is about unworthiness Life is about joy

 

" A SPARK OF TRUTH"  by Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond, BA, IBRT, ABH, shares this article as an introduction to a bigger story.   Find this book on Amazon at    

https://www.amazon.com/s?k=Rev.+Marilyn+L.+Redmond&i=digital-

  A Spark of Truth brings forth more information not usually heard or allowed because of the censorship of those in control of the social programming. Many themes that intertwine in this account are only shared at a simple awareness. Spark of Truth, is not designed to go down all the Rabbit Holes into darker clandestine revelations, but offers insight to the lies we have heard for many years.

 

Marilyn's story is a testament to the power of inner transformation and the infinite potential of the human spirit. Her triumph is available to everyone. Marilyn's journey reveals the secrets to life and living, imparting reality to all areas of our lives in health wholeness, happiness, and prosperity. Experiencing addictions, mental illness, PTSD, childhood, and adult domestic violence with sexual abuse are a few of the problems that became Marilyn’s laboratory to understand the dynamics of life and living.

Marilyn has taught in several colleges, spiritual groups, and lectured at a university. She became an ordained minister for spiritual counseling, soul healing, past life regressions, mediumship, talking to those past over, channeling ascended masters, and giving Tarot readings. She is on the International Board for Regression Therapy, IBRT, and on the American Board for Hypnotherapy. ABH.

Three Websites,         https://marilynlredmond.com/

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 And   "Finding Reality Beyond Fear" -https://www.amazon.com/s?k=Finding+Reality+Beyond+Fear&i=stripbooks&crid=DNWUKATQQV1Y&sprefix=finding+reality+beyond+fear%2Cstripbooks%2C208&ref=nb_sb_noss

 

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Friday, November 14, 2025

YOUR BODY CAN CREATE YOUR HEALTH

 


Your Body Can Create Your Health

By Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond, IBRT

 

What is Innate? Where is it? How do you access it? Innate is that amazing smart body, an attribute within you, which knows what you do not know about you. Innate is used for muscle testing. It is responsible for “the placebo effect”, and for spontaneous remission. It is that which has many mysteries not yet solved regarding exactly how it works.

The first mystery is that it exists at all because it is not truly understandable, and often is seen as a miracle. Some people explain that it triggers starting a cascade of healing energy. When you can have a disease that goes into a spontaneous remission so fast you would assign it as a miracle, there must be some kind of process that your body has, which Innate activated. It is truly amazing. What if Innate knows things about your body that can create an enhanced energy of miraculous, cascading healing?

Instantaneous healing is always assigned to a higher power, or to some kind of miracle. This is because there is no acknowledgment of the fact that this kind of thing might exist internally in your own body. The truth is bigger than you think: These kinds of healings are the actual chemical triggers of your own body. This has never been seen as a direct result of medicine, hence the disbelief.

However, it has been seen constantly, especially in spiritual circles, for hundreds of years. These are the things that deserve analysis, which many believe are simply not explainable. However, Innate has been doing these things in Humans for a very long time because you have asked for it, or because you needed it. These are life-saving mysteries to this day.

Innate is very unusual. Innate is part of your Soul. Think about this. It is not sequestered to your chemistry. It has to be part of the “Bigger You” for these kinds of miracle-like actions, and especially for the next attribute to be explained.

Innate obviously is something that is part of your cellular structure. It tells you all of the things that you need for your body, and so why would it be part of your Soul?”

The answer is an answer I will give about many things that you consider “body only”. Your chemistry and cellular structure are not in a prison of skin, as you often see it. Your body is huge, and it has a field that extends way beyond 3D. Do you really think your consciousness comes from your brain? No animal on Earth “ponders its existence.” Only Humans do that. You are part of a much larger system than you think.

Let us go slowly. Part of profound healing is getting beyond the blocks that you have had from past lives. Let us say it again. Part of profound healing is dealing with the blocks that have come with you from past lives. A subconscious “remembering mechanism” sometimes comes in with your current life from past-life experience. It is often called “Rewriting the codes. Where did the codes come from? Many are with you from birth – from the Akashic memory of past lives.

There is a lot of clearing that must be done for the healing of these blocks. Quite often, these are the blocks, plus other ones from your current upbringing, which keep healing from happening quickly. So, think about it: There has to be an energy that knows you and works with your subconscious to make anything happen. It must be an energy that knows what these blocks are, an energy that may have even been with you when the blocks occurred in a past life. Welcome to the amazing mystery of Innate. Innate must be part of your Soul because it knows about those blocks, dear ones. Innate, therefore, is multi-dimensional.

If you start to think that Innate might be something far grander and more powerful than simple body intelligence, you are on the path to a greater truth. Indeed, Innate might be a Soul partner: It comes in with you with some very, very interesting “awareness of your personal attributes”. Having Innate as part of something bigger explains how it might work.

Let me give you something else to think about: There are some women listening to or reading this now who have a genomic situation, and when they learn about it, it is frightening. They will find out they may have an inherited disease that seems to come with the genes at birth somehow. They will say: “My mother died of it; my sister died of it; and I’m afraid of it”. Bless you, if you are one of these women, for this is something that sits upon your consciousness, perhaps sits upon your very innermost thoughts. These are things that you awaken to and wonder if this situation may visit you.

Healings are accomplished many times that will remove the ancestral DNA or genome attribute that would cause that disease. Did you get that? In order for this to work for you, and be removed from your genome forever, the process has to come out of your past so completely that it affects even the lineage that you have. That is far more than a chemical healing. It is almost as if rewriting part of your lineage – yet the Innate can do it, and does, regularly.

There are some of you who know I am right because you have had all that dysfunctional genomic chemistry eliminated through profound healings that you have generated yourself, through your consciousness, through cognizing the process of talking to your cells.

Therefore, a woman who says, “Dear Innate, break my ancestral disease link so that I will not get the disease”, starts the process of working with the blocks from her past-life genealogy. If she can cognize this and is successful – are you ready for this? – the link will also be broken in her existing and future children. The inherited negative genes stop here!

And the question is: can Innate really do that? Yes. You are in charge of all things biological. It is a command to Innate because Innate is there as a Soul partner to do the things that you are awakening to and beginning to understand. You are understanding how to be able to speak to Innate. Is that too much to understand?

The new energy of the planet is starting to enhance the awakening process for many, and they are starting to see how much more there is to their inner structure and the interaction of their spiritual selves to their biological selves.

You are awakening to your power, you might say, to control your own body. Moreover, part of this is that there are dysfunctional ancestral links that you can stop right now. So, how big do you think Innate is now? It knows your biological ancestry. It also knows your Akashic Record. It is a Soul partner that comes in with you.

Two more items that you should know about: The Innate has some attributes that you normally assign to Spirit itself. Number One: Innate is quiet. You never know it is there until you awaken to its presence and start working with it. It is an interesting thing that would come in with you, yet be silent, isn’t it? You would think that Innate would arrive ready to help and start working with you immediately. However, if you say nothing, nothing happens.

If you sit in a restaurant and never order food, it never comes. It is an odd thing, is it not, to go to a restaurant repeatedly, simply sit at the table, and then leave later? Welcome to humanism because that is what you have been doing. You have been coming to that place, wishing to have the healing, never understanding there is a menu in front of you called Innate.

Innate will do no healing until you awaken to a place where you know you can work together to make it happen. Think of that for a moment. It explains why a Human can go into despair, or fear, or the real attributes of feeling they are a victim of life – and never know about the menu of Innate. If that is you, now you know.

Here is the final attribute, a sobering one, and one that happens all the time: You order the wrong thing from the restaurant’s menu! Innate obeys your passionate instructions. Many are using the “menu” all the time and do not know it. If you say, “Innate, I want to be sick tomorrow”, you will be sick tomorrow. Innate has no judgment. It has no filters. It is here to serve you.

When you fear disease and say, “I’m going to catch that. I know it!” or “I wonder if I have that disease I saw on the commercial on TV last night? I think I do!” This is energy given to the menu of Innate. So, in your life, if you are afraid of catching every disease that might be out there, Innate will make sure you do. Did you hear me? This is that Soul partner that does what you ask, dear ones.

 It does what it sees you are interested in! Hypochondriacs are invested in concentrating most of their efforts on worrying about the diseases – that, unknown to them, they are ordering on the menu.

Think about your words when you are at home alone. What instructions are you giving to Innate with the things that you say? When you say, “Oh, I knew that would happen. Only bad things are happening to me. I wonder what’s going to happen tomorrow … some more bad things, perhaps.” Innate will line it up for you and make certain you receive what you verbalized.

For those who would say, “All manner of bad things happen to me all the time. So, is this just me thinking this, or is that really true?” Yes, it is true. It is because you have brought it to you with your words and expectations. Did you ever think of that?

Maybe it is time to go to that restaurant, pick up that magnificent menu of healing, and create a wonderful, purposefully worded order. It would be an order that you will not ever, ever forget. It is done with your affirmative expectations and your verbalizations to others.

One of the things on that menu, at the top, in big letters is this: I am magnificent. Here are the magnificent things: Number one: I am not a victim. Number two: I was born magnificent. Number three: I have a Soul partner called Innate that was built to heal, help, and bring me into the magnificence of who I am. Number four: It is waiting for my order. What a concept.

It seems mysterious, actionable, and doable. Until now, it is there in front of you, and many have discovered this and know about Innate and the magic that can be yours.

 

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Wednesday, November 12, 2025

What is Reality?

 

WHAT IS REALITY?

  
By Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond, IBRT

 


 

"Finding Reality Beyond Fear"

 

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"FINDING REALITY BEYOND FEAR"   is a book that conveys a dramatic transformation illustrating the points and detailing a victory out of a fear based life of trauma and more. All significant clues are given to anyone brave enough to trek a similar path. Even if you are only able to master the first part of the book, your life is likely to improve dramatically.

 

FINDING REALITY BEYOND FEAR offers hope for people for needing to resolve alcoholism, abuse as well, as mental illness, fear, and more. Marilyn L. Redmond has dealt with them and overcame them by finding the love within. This book is a must- read.

 

Are you living in reality? Marilyn was not even aware that she was not in reality. Many people are living in a fear-based life that is an illusion. Her fantasy was based in following the model of her parents who were not authentic. Her father was an alcoholic and her  mother was mentally ill.  Her mother remarried a man sicker than she was. The family wore masks that everything was fine while they were suffering within from trauma, fear, abuse, and abandonment.

 

They looked very good at work, school, and church. Marilyn graduated as valedictorian, had seven years of college to teach school, soloed with a symphony, and dressed stylish. She was dying inside. Her family was too sick to be there for her, they were barely there themselves. There was not talk, no trust, no feelings in her home. Marilyn was not guided through life with support or answers to life situations. She had to look to others for how did they do it. Marilyn read every book she could looking for answers.

 

Because she was in survival from all the abuse, mistakenly, she tried to control her life, so she would not get hurt again. Marilyn did not know how to handle situations differently.

She went to church for 50 years and her husband was trying to kill her. Marilyn was trying suicide and the doctor said she was dying. She did not know how to change the hell she was enduring trying to look good to others.   

 

Coming home from a vacation her irate husband had begun to drink again and he was driving in a manic state trying to kill them. Marilyn prayed", Please help me I really do not want to die". Shortly, she found out about that he was an alcoholic and about a program called Al-anon, which is for the family and friends of an alcoholic. At her first meeting, the people were laughing and having a good time. Marilyn did not understand how they could be so happy. The meeting seemed foreign to her. They were talking, but she did not understand the message. Fortunately, they told her to keep coming back. Thank goodness she did.

 

Years later, Marilyn has moved into reality and out of the disease, past trauma, PTSD, and abuse. Attending spiritual groups changed her life. She had to change to attract the life she always wanted. Moving out of fear, resentments, and old beliefs has been a long process, but well worth it. Leaving the past drama, mistreatment, and abandonment behind is not easy. However, with spiritual principles to replace the past misunderstandings about life brought gradual relief and sanity. Her life today is a love-based life and the past is no longer triggered. Her psychiatrist declared Marilyn sane, several years ago.

 

Marilyn shares her experiences as she learned to work through her fears into her Creator's love. With this information, anyone can move beyond the fear into a higher consciousness of truth and maturity. It is a manual for growing into reality. The necessary self-searching, slogans, prayer, and meditation brought an inner change from fear into self-love. The spiritual principles of this book will help you, tool.

 

 

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