Rev. Marilyn L. Redmond

 Moving Beyond Fear

By Marilyn L. Redmond

Growing up in a life of fear in a dysfunctional family, I did not even understand I was a fear-based person. That was my usual environment. I was always reacting trying to survive and protect myself in the family situations. Awakening to the understanding that the fear stopped my adulthood, was a huge realization. In my attempt to grow up, I had to identify the fears that stopped my progress into maturity. I was acting immature. I committed to becoming a love-based person instead of a fear-based person. Through applying the many tools and understandings in my prior articles on The Sussex Newspaper,  I was declared sane by my psychiatrist. Fear had stopped my sanity.                    

Today, I still can have fear surface, however, I have the knowledge of how emotional energies called feelings work. Recently, I had a sever issue come up that brought on intense fear. I felt like David in David and Goliath in the Bible.  My fear had been that they would censor my current book as it has political overtones for people to find truth about existing issues in government and in our lives. Most of our information today is censored on the news, television, newspapers, books, and more. "A Spark of Truth" reveals the agenda for the present existing issues on the planet and in our governments. https://www.amazon.com/dp/0944851630?ref_=pe_3052080_397514860

Now that I understand how to move through my feelings, I felt the feelings, shared them with a healthy friend, and proceeded to the meeting where the opposition was waiting for me. Because I had learned to feel the feelings and not stuff them, and turn to the "Father of Light" for shining the truth on the situation, I found a surprising resolution awaited me. 

The light had dissipated the results into not being terrifying. Actually, the meeting brought a better solution to a concern I had been trying to resolve with my publisher for some time. .When I was told why the meeting was necessary, I went into relaxing and pleased that finally my requests for compiling all my work on Amazon to one site was being heard. 

I want to share information about fear so you can move through your fears and know it is part of the process of growing up beyond the fear. .Emotions are energy and they are to flow through as you feel them so the good feelings can follow to replace what is leaving. This allows the transformation from being a fear-based person into being a love-based person.

More about fear and love. When you hold your breath, this is what occurs when you are experiencing fear. Imagine if you are holding fear in different parts of your body and your being. Simply wish to recognize the power that fear has over your body and being. The opposite energy to fear is love.

Love helps you thrive, experience success, feel nurtured, access the life force energy, and be surrounded with divine vibrations. Most beings upon the earth experience both fear and love. Sometimes almost at the same time, you may not even recognize the fear. It is interesting when you experience fear. When you experience love – the love of the Creator flowing through your being – it is natural that fear might arise because the love is encouraging you to move beyond boundaries and limitations, thus the fears automatically come up to be cleansed and recognized.

If you push them to the side, then you allow yourself to exist within love, however, if there is fear still present…maybe underneath…maybe hidden…and thus you are not able to engage fully with the love vibration. There is a need to sit within and accept the fear, in order to experience greater love vibrations. Fear can be overwhelming. Love can also be overwhelming. In many ways, love always activates the fear that needs to be released in order for greater love to be experienced. Fear allows the opportunity for love to be present, if you so choose.

Love allows the opportunity for fears to rise…to be popped as if they are bubbles…for greater love to be experienced. The only negative part of this relationship, you might say, is if you are experiencing fear but are unable to call in the love vibrations. You are only actually in a space of fear when you are not willing or not able to call in the love vibration or not willing or able to face the fear, and to understand it.

If you are willing to do so, then you are always experiencing love. You are always existing as and in the love vibration, even if you are experiencing fear. You may wish to recognize that you are always a being of love, resolving fears, releasing/dispersing fears. The greatest understanding is actually to not fear your fears.

If you are willing to love your fears – to face them, to be with them, to understand them and let them disperse – you are loving your fears. You may still experience fear, but fear will become a part of your relationship with love… as if a friend that you know will return…but the more that you are willing to be present with your fears, the less that friend will return.

Only for simplicity of speaking do we usually say light or love—the words are interchangeable because light and love are the very same energy. Light is who you are, powerful immortal souls. Simply, light IS divine. Light and its indivisible love component is Creator Source energy, the most powerful force in the cosmos and the very essence of life itself. Love-light is Creator and Creation!

This entire universe is light. Words emit vibrations, and the vibrations of light, peace, and love are among the highest. Light strengthens the immune system and helps to achieve and maintain the balance that promotes healthy bodies, minds, and spirits.

Reception of light is the province of the soul. What it is, is understanding that darkness is not the enemy of light or the opposite of light, it is the absence of light, and only by having that void filled with light can the darkness in people be overcome. When light-love is in minds and hearts, it brings more “love” to you, and wars and violence stop.

The power of light-love is the key to everything! I thought that by loving people, we automatically send light to them, but now I am finding that there is more to it. You are actually being filled with light simply by the experience.

Consent daily to the “everyday” use of light. Love is the healing force of the universe. Love is within the soul and needs only your allowance of those innate sensations of loving others and receiving their love for you. Love has no limitations, no boundaries to its capacity.

Listening to one’s godself is love. Living the kind of life that engenders loving self is love. Forgiveness of self and others is love. Sharing your resources with full heart is love. Doing good deeds without attaching expectations is love. Feeling peace in your heart and mind is love. All light beings in this universe honor you and support you with the power of unconditional love. Love never fails.

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A New Christmas Story 

By Marilyn L. Redmond 

 

Christmas is a time for gifts. What kind of gifts are you giving this year? I always met my obligation to have gifts for the family members. This was not easy when growing up without an allowance and only a few babysitting jobs. Over the years, they were always given from duty. Somehow, I managed to find items that were useful. I had fulfilled my requirement.

 

I was not supposed to receive gifts because I was not worthy. Therefore, I did not have any real sentiment in the giving or the receiving. As I was emotionally shut down from my past trauma, I only acted as if I were into the gift giving. The packages at Christmas were very pretty in the colorful season wrappings and bows. I performed the wrapping of the gifs as a routine needing to be accomplished.

 

My unemotional life was the only one I knew at the time as I grew up and into my marriage. Holidays were not a joy to which I looked forward. My feelings were shut down and a holiday did not change that until I changed my life style when I needed to recover from a past of neglect, abuse, and trauma. The doctor told me I was dying.

 

I was living in fear where I swiftly reacted in survival reactions. I did not have life skills. Fortunately, I found answers for recovery into becoming a living human being. There was another way to address life. Finding a spiritual path that could replace the fear with love was unique and novel to me. Because I had nothing to lose, I decided to try this new path of faith and trust.

 

Gradually, I was able to release the past baggage of harms, people, and situations that were the bases of my life. I had never heard of faith in church or how powerful that could be. Growing in faith, I told myself. God I need more faith for this one, here we go again. I did feel faith come in. I continued to do this as I had more difficult life challenges emerge. Each time as my faith grew I was able to respond in more appropriate ways with loving practical actions.

 

Then I realized I had never trusted anyone, as my parents were mentally ill. I was neglected as a child. If you cannot trust your parents how do you trust a loving invisible energy, to be there for you. This was a big awareness for me. Over time, I was asking for the willingness to trust my Creator.

 

As I grew in this awareness, I realized that I had seen a commercial years ago about an insurance company. They were promoting people to trust in them. The advertisement showed a man on the edge of the cliff. He was invited to walk off the cliff into the hands of the insurance company and rely on them. I thought of my stepping into the hands of my Creator where I would be safe. This step of faith was not easy. However, as I was practicing faith, I realized that trust was not harmful and would bring me a conscious connection in a relationship with my higher power. I saw my challenge as an opportunity as if I were stepping up stars each time needing more faith for the next scary experience. It felt like I kept adding faith with the next step up. I felt more confidence over time. 

 

With my newfound trust and faith, I continued to release the past baggage of fear, guilt, shame, resentment, anger and more. Replacing each one with love and grace felt good. . It made room for the next higher feelings to have space. I was camping at Death Valley National Park when in meditation. I actually felt grace and it was not just a word now it was a feeling.

 

Over the years while continuing to peel the onion, I now realize that it is also called growing up. I was outgrowing the past of a fear-based life from earlier mistreatment. The barriers to that truth are not blocking it like in the past. With many years of releasing the past and future worry, I moved into an experience of finding The Great Reality deep down within me. I have a new pair of glasses. I see only the love.

 

Love does heal. Lately, my medical concerns are improving. It feels like I am healing those conditions. I never felt so good; I am a happy, contented person and love my days helping others. In sharing my experiences, strength, and hope, I have a new life. Becoming a new person brings wonderful gifts, I never expected. Receiving respect and being honored by friends is a new world. I am not the same person who was dying years ago.

 

Changing my inner consciousness into love allows me to project the love of my existence and brings self-love and self-esteem. I see the light at the end of the tunnel, finally. My gift this Christmas is that I am still alive 38 years after the doctor told me, I was dying. . My Christmas gift this year is celebrating my new life and that I am still alive to enjoy the blessings that have been waiting for me. 

 

 

 

Becoming Fearless

Recognizing that my life was a reaction to fear was a shock. Realizing that I was walking fear, guilt, and shame was a huge surprise. It made sense that I was self-centeredness and selfishness from my survival instincts. Fear was the basis of all my negative feelings. Learning that fear could be interpreted as "False Emotions Appearing Real" helped me dispel fears as I began my spiritual journey. My new commitment to become a love-based person became a sincere declaration.

Life is an inside job. Fearful feelings can be terrified of speaking in front of a group or not being able to get in a car unless you are the one driving. Staying in fear is hazardous. Typically, fear is feedback to inform you to move forward into a loving perception of faith, acceptance, or gratitude. I wanted to learn more about fear. I knew that the source of this wisdom could come from a more advanced soul. Matthew of the Bible explained fear for me by channeling through his mother, Suzy Ward,

"The energy of fear forms a barrier between the feared object or circumstances and the energy of light. Because of the barrier, the light in the souls of fear-full people cannot reach their consciousness to dispel the power of those fears over their lives, and the light being sent to them by light workers cannot penetrate.

The barrier feels like a real wall, isolating the person with the consuming fear and leaving no way out. This energy blockage of the light intensifies the power of whatever is feared, thus enabling it to draw to itself more manifestations to be feared. Fear is wildly contagious, and due to its magnification in power, fear sensation streamers have sticky edges that attract the kinds of energetic interactions that omit common sense, sound judgment, and wise decisions.

Fear is so insidious that it can convince a person that the only way to escape is through portals leading deeper and deeper into darkness. Fear is the forebear of such actions or characteristics deemed prejudice, tyranny, greed, cruelty, belligerence, deception, dishonor, and hatred, and even those seemingly senseless tortures or deaths of innocents arise through psyches that have been twisted and tormented by fears.

The light, in which love and universal knowledge and spiritual clarity abide, cannot reach those souls to let them know their spiritual powers are far stronger than anything the dark powers can conjure to frighten them. Nothing is stronger than the light, which is the gift to every soul of the love and power of God." Matthew’s messages are posted on www.matthewbooks.com

There are steps to take me into alignment with the universe. The book, "A Course in Miracles", says, "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. It is not necessary to seek for what is true, but it is necessary to seek for what is false." In addition, it says that nothing outside me can save me or give me peace.

Fear causes us to ‘react’. This means giving away my power by believing the fear has influence over me. This creates the victim mentality. The result is a loss of self-esteem feeling hopeless and helpless. The goal is to discern the kind of fearful feelings and courageously move beyond. This is when it is necessary to turn within for power.

When I realize that love has power and that fear is powerless, I find a constructive solution. I can move beyond and the fear leaves. My next course of action was to identify all my fears, one by one. Where was I selfish, dishonest, frightened, or inconsiderate? Whom had I harmed? These were questions to find where I need to be honest with myself.

Another way to view fear is "a lack of information". Herbert Spencer, one of the most discussed Victorian thinkers, once said, “There is a principal which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance,—that principle is contempt prior to investigation”. When you gather the data and get good information, the fear dissipates. Knowledge is empowering. It is said that to be well informed is to have the world at your fingers.

In my inventory of fears, I found that those fears disappeared as I found truthful answers to resolve the fear. Over time, I found that I had relied on my ego that gave me negative messages producing the fear, rather than depended on the love of the universe to be there for me. As a child, I was reacting from abusive situations to protect myself. In my growing up, I could alter my fear to faith, by moving from negative to positive inner messages from my heart. I changed my old thinking of beliefs, and feelings from the past, to being safe in the arms of God.

When I was substitute teaching in a classroom one day, we were studying the ‘Weekly Reader Newspaper', a child newspaper of current events. On the front page was a chart of the ages that you outgrow different fears. Have you outgrown your fears yet? The light went on when I found that I had not outgrown my immature reaction to life's challenges. Instead of reacting as a child, I can respond in loving resolutions to the situations.

I made the decision to respond through forgiveness and love to all of life's challenges. Facing up to the next indicated ordeal in my life is reality. I can no longer run from the ordeal. It is also called maturity.

I cannot have fear and faith at the same time. I have become fearless by releasing my old fears and replacing them with love and grace. My revelation only sees the good in life today. My new choice is to walk in faith, daily. My book, "Paradigm Busters Reveal the Real You" has the steps sharing how I am transforming my life.

Rev. Marilyn Redmond, BA, CHT, IBRT can help you find health, happiness and prosperity, too. She is a spiritual counselor, internationally board-certified regressionist, IBRT, hypnotist, ABH, teacher, speaker, and medium. In addition, she gives readings and is an ordained minister for spiritual healing. Marilyn’s 10 books are at Amazon and on line at Barnes and Nobel. Check her website, https://www.angelicasgifts.com . / See her 172 videos on You Tube at https://www.youtube.com/user/puyallup98372, and her blog at http://marilynredmondbooks.blogspot.com./ Contact her at marilyn@angelicasgifts.com

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