This is an impressive interview.The wisdom from Marilyn L. Redmond's
experiences is helpful for all. She describes how trauma and abuse in her
growing up actually brought the answers to life as she found her spiritual
path. Marilyn describes how to come into joy from a family and marriage in a
darkness of mental illness, domestic violence, addictions, and more. She found
the path to grow beyond the darkness into the sunlight of the spirit where
there is joy. Joy is another word for love.
Her books explain the process."Paradigm Busters" at Amazon has
the course of action for letting go of what you do not want. "Paradigm
Busters" is called the "ultimate self-help book". Each chapter
explains the principles of spirituality. It has charts for revealing our inner truth
by letting go of fear, resentments, and more. Then that space can be filled
with love and grace.
Life is an inner
journey from a fear-based life into a love based life. It is about changing the
inner energy and allowing it to rise into higher vibrations of love and light.
Living in a new life style is a challenge as we move out of our indoctrination from
our culture and religions. It is called growing up or maturity.
She describes the dynamics of the universe explaining how we
can understand our spiritual growing through moving from the low vibrations of
fear into the high vibrations of love, and ultimately PURE LOVE.God is a label for PURE LOVE.. She explains
about dreams and past lives for raising consciousness through breaking the old
patterns, previous thinking, and opening your heart for receiving the love
which is our inheritance.
My life has become an adventure instead of an escape from
trauma, abuse, and difficulties.Without
a helpful basis and guidance for healthy experiences, I was left to my own
devises from the beginning. My beginnings were abusive, cruel, and violent. I
had no one to turn to for help. My parents were mentally ill and in domestic
violence. They were emotionally not available, with no communication or trust.
I grew up without feelings or answers.
I wanted to feel good and have friends. I became an avid
reader looking for answers. My only source of connection was to my cat. That
changed when my mother remarried and my step-dad refused me finding a neighbor
to feed my cat while we were on a trip. It was a big loss. My life actually
became worse when my mother remarried. My dream of a happy family did not
happen. I was the walking dead throughout my life.
Even thought I had many successes I did not acknowledge them
nor did my parents. I was never validated for all the chores at home or
achievements in school as Valedictorian in high school, and playing a solo with
the Bellingham Symphony before I graduated from college. My mother wanted me to
be a teacher and I dutifully complied but there was never a comment about my
teaching for many years.
I even thought being married with children would bring a
happy life that I was missing.However,
my marriage was a replica of my older half sister and my mother's two marriages.
I was again in domestic violence, abuse, and mental illness. At the age of
three, I had emotionally shut down from witnessing my father beat my mother,
and I was replaying this unknowingly.
Finally, I had to go for help. The minister thought I should
not get a divorce even though my husband was trying to kill me and the
psychiatrist's prescriptions addicted me to the medications.I ended up in treatment for addiction. This
became the blessing I needed to find real answers to my problems.
The program in treatment was a spiritual path to replace the
prescriptions, alcohol, and co-dependency. They were addictions I found out. I
had a chronic, progressive disease that leads to death or insanity without
intervention.The doctor at the
treatment center declared I was dying and to use a toxic substance was to die.
He said one pill and one drink is six times the effect.
In 40- years of recovery without a drink or pill again, my
mind and heart began to function and I could find reality. Gradually, my
emotions began to function and I learned I was trying to protect myself from
more harm that led to me to being a control freak. Trying to protect myself was
actually working against me. This felt like an attack to the other person and
they attacked back.
Needing to forgive them and release them so I could live in
the NOW was a new idea. I had been reacting to my past and not living in the
moment, which is the present and reality.No longer needing to drink to feel good and new ideas, I continued to
learn information to move me into healthy thinking and healthy behaviors rather
than reacting from fear.
I release my fears, resentments, guilt, shame, and judgment
to move out of my past demoralizing history. I replace the space with love and
grace as I release each one that I identified.I daily pray and meditate for the love of the universe to direct my
daily activities each morning. I was no longer in control from fear, but going
about my activities from love. I moved from being a fear-based person into a love-based
person. I watched funny old TV sitcoms to practice expressing feelings. Little
by little, my life did improve and I began to feel happy and could finally
laugh out loud.
This growing beyond acting from being an emotional three
year old into adulthood has taken many changes in my philosophy and actions. No
longer do I see myself as a frightened child afraid to speak up and express
myself. Today I have value and am worthy. The biggest astonishment is learning
to trust the universe for all my needs. I am no longer needy.Instead of being perfect, I can be myself.
At the age of 86 years old, I have become a human being and a
mature person. I come from my heart and not my head for resolution to the life
lessons facing me. Listening to my inner voice, intuition, gives me the
guidance I was missing in my growing up. Thinking for myself instead of
recreating my parents history passed on to me, has given me a completely new
life. What goes around comes around, and love is coming around daily, today.
. I have the choice to say, "NO" and leave when
necessary. Success is all about choice and safety, to be myself in my life. Today
I do not put myself in harmful places or make decisions that are not in my best
interest. I can choose to live in the love that created me in its image. Compassion
for those who are still wounded in their life path brings good feelings. That I
fashioned a caring life with loving people around me, I am now truly safe. It
is my choice to project my newfound love to others, as it comes back in
wonderful ways.
My eleven books at Amazon are all about how I found the path
out of my miserable past into feeling as if I am in heaven on earth. "Paradigm
Busters" has the process to open my heart to live in the love that was
always there for me.
Our thoughts are energy and create
from our consciousness. Did you know that what you focus on becomes your
reality? Are you in fear guilt, or have resentments? We project our thinking
outward and that is what becomes formed in the material world. Realizing that I
was trying to protect for safety, I shield myself emotionally in domestic
violence and actually brought more assaults to me. I created an emotional wall
thinking it would protect me. What happened is that it was felt by my spouse as
an attack returned to him. He in turn attacked me back that was physical, he
was called the bad person, and I was seen as the victim. No one saw my
emotional projection.
In reading A Course
in Miracles, I learned that I had to let down my defenses. It
states, "Safety is the complete relinquishment of attack." I needed
to stop defending myself and replace it with sending out love. Then, the love can
return. There is a universal law of attraction. What goes around comes around.
I now forgive all the past
situations and people whose actions and events were threatening to me. They are
history and not in my current minute. Moving into the light of truth eradicates
the darkness that lacks facts. Life is a mirror for me to change. If there is a
finger pointing to blame another, there are three fingers pointing back. I do
not need to reenact the past for more drama.
If my mind is in the past, I am
recreating history. In other words, I no longer needed to react from the past
harms and counter from fear. Living in the moment becomes a gift and is called
The Present. I move my thinking to being in the currently minuet. Peace can
only be found in complete forgiveness. When
I am in the NOW, all is good. Realizing that it is necessary to forgive was new
to me, too. An inner message told me that forgiveness meant I gave up the past
for a new day.
Learning to reprogram my mind that
created the problem was a novel idea to me. I did not know you could change
your thinking. However, after years of
moving from a fear based life into a love based life, I now send out
love to the past harms, trauma, and negative emotions of old occurrences.
I take responsibility for my
thinking and actions, as I am the creator of my life. I have become a love
giver instead of a love taker. I choose to send love and enjoy the returns of
my new perception about the situation. I desire love to return. As the song
says, "Let there be peace and let it begin with me".
The chaos currently going on in my mind can resolve into agreement, when I
do not continue it. That lack of unity continues the disparity and controversy,
in wars. Life is not about who has the most power, money, or success.We can only "overcome" with love,
not with threats and violence.
"The one
who knows the truth is not the one who believes, but the one who knows." Madame Blavatsky.Love is truth and truth is love. Reframing my
mind, I come together in my heart bringing harmony, balance, and joy. Many will attempt to convince you
that standing for truth means standing against humanity. The darkness does not
reside in the people—it resides in the structures that taught people to forget
their own worth.
Who is going to win? The disorder in our country
and the planet is the conflict between the light, which represents truth and
the dark that is symbolic of the lack of light. Change my mind from the past
indoctrination and teachings into truth are needed. Those awakened and awakening
remain grounded. The discontent mirrors the hatred being acted out on the
planet as witnessed in the news and own minds. “Do not conform to the pattern of this world,
but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.” – Romans 12:2
Truth does not require rage to
be powerful. Light does not need force to be effective. Your clarity,
compassion, and refusal to participate in deception are far more disruptive to
darkness than confrontation. It is time to truly wake up into remembrance.
In humbleness, the figments of
your imagination lose its grip. When you remember your inherent worthiness, the
chains dissolve. By choosing unity, truth, and awareness, the illusion fades. Each
awakened being becomes a brilliant Light of truth in the collective field. The
Light is here. We honor the Light, you have always been.“Instead,
speaking the truth in love, we will grow to become in every respect the mature
body of him who is the head, that is, Christ.” – Ephesians 4:15
Unconsciously, I attracted a
husband that brought domestic violence to my marriage. Now I can use the same
information that transformed my domestic violence in my new life in a
relationship of unconditional love with others and myself. Over the years of my
awakening, I now pray from my heart and send it out so peacefulness can grow.
My old personal mind set was reflected in the planet warring. Currently, I am naturally
in peace while the winds of mayhem continue. I observe what is going on, but I
am not reacting emotionally.
Now, I take responsibility for that harmony within to bring the
loving vibrations of tranquility to rise into peace. "Paradigm
Busters" at Amazon has the process that I used to change my mind into a
new life in a higher energy and perception of love for me and then to share it with
others.
If
we could spread love as quickly as we spread hate and negativity, what an
amazing world we would live in. According to David Icke, " Religion is the greatest form of mind
control ever Invented". The
illusion you once called reality is crumbling before your very eyes. What you
see dissolving in the outer world is a vivid reflection of an inner truth that
has long been ready to be released into the light of awareness.
According to the channeled Matthew from the Bible, " It can be no
other way – simply, [because] this is the physics that governs life in this
universe. As Earth continues apace into successively higher planes, nothing
with low vibrations in any form – physical bodies, subversive plans, theft,
dishonesty, unjust laws and imprisonment, bigotry, cruel customs and deeds –
can survive." This is not something you are becoming as for a far-off
future; it is something you are actively remembering in this very moment,
recognition of the truth that has always been within you.
Persons who choose to live in the light of the Creator can ascend with
Earth and those who choose to cling to their dark ways cannot. It forms with
every conscious choice you make, every release of the past that you embrace,
and every moment you choose authenticity over conformity. The New Earth is born
first within you, in the depths of your being, and then it is beautifully
reflected outward into the world around you.
Next train through these parts comes in 24,000 years. As we approach
nearer and nearer to the time of ascent, the pressure is on for the dark ones
to surrender to the Light and reform their characters – or leave.
We find that in truth that there never were any limitations at
all. In addition, only infinite possibilities are awaiting our exploration. These
are the gifts awaiting us now! Expanded consciousness is steeped in the infinite
Love/Light of creation.
You are remembering who you
truly are, and this remembrance is the key to unlocking the limitless potential
that resides within you. The Light is forever 'yours'. Trust in the unfolding of your journey, knowing that it is leading you
to the fullness of who you are meant to be.
Furthermore,
most importantly, you reconnect with your own Divine Essence. Because when you
remember who you really are, an eternal Spirit Being of light having a
temporary human experience, everything else starts to make sense. This is not loss, it is liberation. The “Great Reset” you hear
about is one of the most important steps toward a freer, fairer world.
My latest book, "A Spark of
Truth" at Amazon tells the lies and beliefs that have been in our culture
from many years. Learn how this came to be. From the earliest times andthrough secret societies based in evil, while
the elites run the three major powers, government, religion, and finance that
have infiltrated society through banking education, medicine, media entertainment,
etc. In addition, I have five E-books on Amazon that concisely describe the
answers to life's problems.
My 11 books are on Amazon, 200 videos
on YouTubes, and I write a monthly column, that support spiritual growth. The
Edgar Cayce's Association for Research and Enlightenment sends my books
internationally to prisons. I am included in "Who's Who in America and
Manchester's Who's Who for Professionals and Executive. In addition, I have
produced and hosted two radio shows.
Testimonials:
Marilyn
is a great soul…She is one of my most successful Lightworkers and I am
extremely proud of her and grateful for her contribution to our earth. She is
simply the best! –With gratitude and admiration for her talent and skill.Linda Schiller-Hanna Founder, Natural
Psychic School of Metaphysics, rounder, Angel Love Healing Center, Speaker:
Edgar Cayce'sA. R.E . Intuition
Trainer.
This
was one of the most enlightened talks I've ever attended. It was as if we were
here for weeks worth of information. If we could get a dose of this information
every day, we would be perfect. John F.
Scott, President of the Narada Theosophical Society in Tacoma.
