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Wednesday, March 29, 2023

 

Steps into Grace

 

By Marilyn Redmond

 

Is your life getting too hard for you? Does it feel like you are a victim and powerless.  Do your  problems keep repeating themselves? If you feel as if you have lost hope?  Then, it is time to find a new way to handle your living. These and more problems led me to a new perception about life and its challenges. At one point, I made a phone call out of desperation. I was told there is always hope. This brought a new vision into my life.

 Through wanting to improve my situation, I found a spiritual path out of the past and moving into living in the now. I had been reacting from the past trauma, difficulties, and lack of love growing up in a dysfunctional family. How do you ever move beyond the past and live in reality. I had never lived in my truth, but that of my parents, their parents, and so on. Was I up to growing beyond the fear, anger, resentments, shame, guilt, and other negative emotions into one of unconditional love?

 First, I had to be honest that I was powerless in my life. The lack of honesty is insanity that comes from the fearful messages of my brain/ego. Was I ready to be as honest as possible with myself to move into sanity? That would take a commitment to turn my life over to a loving higher power to replace the fears. I had to trust that love could bring a better life. Being physically beaten early in life and told. "I am only doing this because I love you" was a big hurdle for me. I thought love hurt. Somehow, the courage to turn my life over to a loving universe, that Created me made sense. The leap of faith was a big one.

 My path lead to identifying all the barriers I had built to protect myself from more harm. These barriers were actually stopping my receiving the love I desired from manifesting in my life. I had to open my heart to receive the gifts I had blocked, thinking I was shielding myself from more problems. In reality, they were like walls preventing the love from manifesting. Staying angry, fearful, and guilty stopped the life I wanted.

 Finding a trustworthy person, counselor, or friend to share my fears and traumatic past was necessary. I was leaving the past behind me. I had to express them to let them go and leave space for the good energies to fill the new void.  After each time of sharing, I felt lighter. It felt good. I wanted to continue cleaning out my past completely for the love and grace replacing the past emotions that kept me a victim and powerless. I was not such a bad person. Each time, I released an old feeling I replace it with love and grace. I felt liberated.

 Then I proceeded to make reparation for my side of old difficulties with others, I felt a new freedom. My stress reduced and I felt a power I never felt before. The past no longer was my focus. Now, I could live one day at a time, while I had to continue releasing daily anger and shame.

 A continual daily inventory keeps me current. I have left the past and have matured. Being in the presence of love has become the most important part of each day. I base my new life in "Thy Will Be Done", instead of My Will Be Done. Responding in loving resolutions with all my encounters does not recreate the problems. When I am in the "Now", I am in reality.

 To maintain my conscious connection with my higher power of a loving spirit within my heart, I found meditation bypasses the ego messages of negativity. I learned that I have to give love  away to keep it. This brings more love into my experience. My reward is the good feelings.  What I send out comes back. Some people say, what goes around comes around.

The new basis for my life is often called being a new creature. With my open heart I contribute to others, volunteer in the community, and am in service positions in my organizations. Love moves in a circle to return. You are actually are enhancing your own life in helping others. Love grows when shared and good feelings are the prize. Being honest, open-minded, and willing to change brought the life I always wanted. I was looking for love in all the wrong places.

 This higher level of consciousness brings me into grace. I am no longer running the show. My ego is no longer determining my action but allowing divine assistance to bring the results. Life flows easily into the next right indicated thing. My needs are met. Staying in gratitude continues my new life style. I no longer am a fear-based person but a love-based person free of the ego and past. Love never fails. God's grace is sufficient.

The details of this process for finding your inner love within your heart are in my book, "Paradigm Busters" at Amazon

https://www.amazon.com/Marilyn-Redmond/e/B0069WIKDC

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Tuesday, July 12, 2016

How Do You Harness Your Energy?

Have you often felt powerless and without control of your life? Are we really lacking the ability to influence your circumstances? Why do some people get the great results, while you sit on the sidelines?

You have energy in your life. The answer lies in how you use your inner spirit often labeled energy. Some people ignore this beneficial influence and some people have learned to harness their energy and use it well. It is often called chi, prana, or vital life force. An invisible, beneficent, vibrating force that gives us growth and manifests in my life is a new thought for some.

Spiritual power is invisible and usually not included for personal direction and guidance in life. This power can also be thought of as a Creative Intelligence or universal consciousness underlying the totality of things. Edgar Cayce the great psychic of the 20th century called it the Creative Forces and in the movie, Star Wars, called it "The Force". 

Over the ages, the message has been that we have little influence over our predicaments. In the past, I believed that I would always be in a terrible, horrible, and painful life being raised and married into domestic violence. After years of playing the victim and giving away my power, I discovered that I did not have to do that. It was time to stop volunteering to be a victim.

Finding different ways to manifest a healthier life style became my new goal.* First, I had to be committed to going to any lengths to change my old ways and ideas. They brought on my depression, harm, and illness. The old ideas were ingrained in me from my family, church, medicine, school, and societies' rules. Instead, I had to trust my inner love/light to support me.

My answer was to change my thoughts and beliefs for new results. I could alter my thinking into a new productive mindset. My imprisonment from false beliefs and thinking could bring freedom. Transforming my attitudes from negative to the positive became a major challenge for my new way of living.

Affirmations became my new encouraging view. Realizing they were simple statements of truth surprised me. I discovered that I had lived in fantasy and not reality. I felt changes happening.
The fact is fear attracts fearful results. Fearful messages edge God out. As I let go of each fear, I started to merge more of God's love and grace in to fill the empty space left.

I began to identify each of my ego's messages that were projecting fear and producing my lifelong misery. That there is a universal law that "Like attracts like" became a new understanding. Sending out loving energy would improve my circumstances. I cannot have fear and faith at the same time.

Staying in fear keeps me immature. A child is afraid of the Boogie Man. With the light of truth, the darkness leaves. I can then respond in a loving mature response. Because I was truly wanting a happy life, my ego needed to be reduced from running the show.*

Discovering a hundred forms of fear was my chief motivation was a new understanding. I found fearful ideas created irrational results. They were the obstacles to a better life; I was ready to let them go. That is why I never could improve my life. I learned, "Let go and let God". I also used a God Box where I placed a piece of paper with each named fear written on it, to release them from my mind.  Life started to feel better. It was working.

In addition, resentments had to be recognized and released. They are symbolic of a little child throwing a temper tantrum because something or someone did not go their way. Transforming the anger of the resentment into being upset and then disappointed, I found that furious energy gradually dissolves. Today, I choose to act in helpful ways and forgive.

Directing my power beyond the childish responses opens new doors to abundance and prosperity. This brings a new sense of security and comfort.

Messages of my lack of security and lack of love from the ego were the only obstacles to manifesting happiness and prosperity. Therefore, allowing spirit to flow through me and expand is necessary. Spirituality is energy in expansion. Watching the miracles appear is amazing.

Spirituality is very practical. Moving into a loving basis was exciting to me. My life began to bloom. Changing negative thoughts, words, or actions into positive ones made a difference.
I found a decorative plaque in a bookstore that listed the fruits of the spirit.  But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law."Galatians 5:22-23 is a typical list for the aspects of spirituality. Each week, I practice a different aspect and apply it in my life. Over time, my progress has shown harmony and peace. This is my reward.

When I express gratitude, even more goodness manifests. Listing everything for which I am grateful and adding to my gratitude list, brings further happiness. In addition, learning forgiveness is a major change for me. This removes the victim chains to the past. I found compassion for those people, as they are hurting from their own problems. Learning that we are all one in spirit brings unconditional love. I can love the person and not the behavior.

These ideas change everything. I am free to be myself. Stopping my reacting in fear to responding in love is empowering. I move beyond resentments and fear into maturity knowing everything is exactly as it needs to be for my lessons in growing up. Trusting that the universe will support me in all things brings peace of mind and grace. Being of assistance to others from my newfound love in my heart brings "Heaven on Earth". 

*The Real Meaning of 2012, A New Paradigm Bringing Heaven to Earth, Marilyn Redmond, http://www.amazon.com/Marilyn-Redmond/e/B0069WIKDC
*Paradigm Busters, Reveal the Real You, Marilyn L. Redmond,  http://www.amazon.com/Marilyn-Redmond/e/B0069WIKDC
I am a psychic/medium and provide readings. If you are interested, please contact me at marilyn@angelciasgifts.com. For more about me check out my website Angelica’s Gifts, Amazon.com, search for me on YouTube, and read my blog at marilynredmondbooks.blogspot.com. My newsletter is available at http://eepurl.com/73fEH