My journey into wakefulness has not been easy.
Tough times still manifest on my path. The journey continues today with my
trials and tests; however, I have tools now to face life challenges and I no longer
run from reality.
The emotional barriers I had built to protect
me were actually preventing health and good things in my life. The lack of
light blocked the flow of intuition that stopped my ability to make a rational
decision or determine a productive resolution to my problems. Currently, honesty
is my connection to a higher power. I got truthful with myself and moved out of
the fearful darkness from past harms and illness. Moving into the light is the
solution to my medical and relationship problems.
I found my answers in my heart and now have ample
self-esteem to rise above my dysfunctional past gatherings of family or circumstances.
I do not have to react from my fearful history of difficulty. Supportive
alternative assistance such as massage, chiropractic assistance, and flower
essences support the flow of prana to nurture my body and mind back to health
and clear thinking.
My minister said to stay in my domestic
violent marriage. My psychiatrist kept prescribing medications that were toxic
to me and my body said I was dying. I would not be alive today if I followed their
advice. In the past, I listened to the experts and their instruction and I was on
my last legs. My answers now come from within instead of the insanity around me
or the negative influence of the ego.
Today, it is possible to see a bigger picture
by understanding with forgiveness and compassion. I can make myself cheerful and
meet my own needs when I consciously connect to my inner higher power. “To heal
is to make happy” is stated in "A Course in Miracles". I choose to be
happy. This means I take responsibility for myself and respond in love for
others and myself.
I learned to pray daily and meditate before I
put my feet on the floor in the morning. Prayer is raising my energy into a
higher consciousness beyond the ego that has negative messages from my fear,
abandonment, or shame. The ego has been identified as Edging God Out. I am tuning
into the right station on my spiritual radio dial. In the past, listening for my
inner voice to provide guidance was missing. "Be still and know that I am God,"
means to still the ego for listening to God within. Listening to the silent voice from my
heart bypasses the ego's influence and has given me directions and assistance
in numerous traumatic situations.
When being assaulted by my husband, I was in deep trauma believing that
was the end of me. Strangely, time stood still while I heard the silent message
tell me, "Forgive him for he knows not what he does,” I added, “God bless him”.
I prayed that twice and then was told I could leave the room. Angels held him
so he could not move toward me or stop my leaving. After praying this twice, I
was escorted by angels out the room. He walked away to watch television in the
family room. He never touched me again. This experience has created a trust in
God that I never had before. Since I have had several of these situations, I am
writing a book called "Divinely Protected".
It taught me to pray for my foe. "Put
on the whole amour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of
the devil. Ephesians 6:11-18 I found that sending love
is the safest place to be; it has become my armor. When you are in the presence
of God, no one can attack you.
Learning to ask for “Thy will be done” and apply my inner assistance, I
continue to allow the Father dwelling within, to provide my path. In another
situation, I was delighted to feel I had one hundred dollars cash in my hands
for a change. It was left over from insurance money from my car repair. In my
marriage, my husband held the purse strings. Usually, I had no cash. In
meditation, I was told, the money is for
your friend who is leaving town on an airplane. She is traveling to receive training for a new job. She will need the
money for food. I knew that she was living on nothing trying to find work.
In silence, I am connected to my Creator who supports me in all things. I
become the channel through which God helps others. I find myself part of the Creative
Intelligence and aligned with the omniscience spirit of a loving energy
within my heart. I am individualized spirit on earth acting as His arms and
legs being in service. I discovered doing the right thing is never wrong.
My new world came into view that all things
work for good if I am on the spiritual path. With the guidance and help of a
loving spirit, I take action from my inner direction. Currently, my dysfunctional
and abusive past is an old chapter in my personal history book. In my new
chapter, I live through prayer and meditation to be a blessing to others and
myself. Praying daily, I live without others opinions or advice. I call myself
God employed.
Choosing
to have a conscious contact with my higher power was my answer. It allows
rational thinking, clarification, and understanding. This knowledge and
approach became the basis for my moving out of a dysfunctional lifestyle. Turning
to the "Father of Light" in all things, brought serenity, and wisdom.
When I am daily in the presence of God, there is only light, joy, sanity, and
gratitude.
Marilyn Redmond's books are being
distributed internationally to prisons and used as a booked study in San
Quentin. She was included in the current, prodigious book, "Who's Who in
America. This concept is explained
further in her books, You Tubes, readings, and counseling. Redmond is an
ordained minister for spiritual counseling, readings, regression, IBRT, and
healing, ABH. In addition, she is a teacher, speaker, and medium offering
information from the other side for illness, relationships, and issues in your
life. Redmond can help you find health, happiness, and prosperity.
Check out her website, http://angelicasgifts.com/
Books:
at https://www.amazon.com/Marilyn-Redmond/e/B0069WIKDC
Barnes and Nobel https://www.barnesandnoble.com/s/Marilyn+Redmond?_requestid=16065424 176 videos on You Tube at https://www.youtube.com/user/puyallup98372
Blog
at http://marilynredmondbooks.blogspot.com/
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