AWAKENING IN REALITY
By Marilyn L. Redmond
When moving into grace there are no past issues from which
to act out, drug, hide. Understanding the underlying dynamics brings new
results and makes the difference. Realizing that it is not necessary to keep
recreating the past memories and reactions reveal a new happy life free from
the ego's influence. Replacing our old feelings with loving resolutions that
resolve our history and mind set with current responsible actions transforms
our lives into a happier life.
My book, "Paradigm Busters, Reveal the Real You",
at Amazon tells how I changed my early programming. Each chapter is a new
principle for changing fear and past harms into the presence of love. The book
has many tools to move your life into a new consciousness. "Paradigm
Busters, Reveal the Real You" shares my own experiences and those of my
clients.
For years, I had no understanding that I was not living in
reality. It took years to realize my parents were not sane and balanced because
of growing up in dysfunctional families while surviving their difficulties. My
parents were not nurtured and therefore could not provide me with the nurturing
that I wanted and craved. They lived during the time of the Great Depression in
the United States. Growing up with that basis for my life brought a feeling of
not being loved or having my needs met. My stepfather often repeated, "We
do not spoil Marilyn". My life lacked what my friends enjoyed, but at that
time, I had to recognize that I would not be so lucky. I was a needy person.
After my divorce, living on my own, and finding my way
forward brought new information that changed my life. I found it is not about
how worthy you are from a judgmental viewpoint or the material luxuries life
has for you. Discovering that I can access the energy of love and manifest it
into my life is exciting. Now, I understand how the energy of the universe
affects our lives.
I could raise my perception into a higher consciousness of
love, which is called reality. In my new awareness, I can take responsibility
for my thinking, communication, and behaviors. I did not have to continue
acting out my parents' background of fear, abuse, being threatened, or
depression.
I was running the show in my marriage subtly and passively
in my survival. It was a huge awakening, when I allowed the events to play out
as they do; life goes better. I had been playing God. Letting go of my plans,
allows the energy of the universe to flow to me with better outcomes
manifesting into my life, made the difference.
Now is the time to become thoroughly honest with myself. I
give up all my secrets and defenses for a better life. When releasing all the
obstructions I created out of endurance and survival, reality can happen. It
takes some work, but the trip into an elevated understanding of love is worth
the effort.
These gifts of abundance, prosperity, and success were
already there waiting for me. Becoming more open to receive them allows me to
thank the universe for my gifts offered daily that improve and enhance my life.
My fearful veil lifts for good orderly direction.
I do not have to project my parents thinking that brought
powerlessness, victimization, or fear. The anxiety of growing into a new
consciousness is only temporary until the feelings of reality become more
common. Growing into a bigger comfort zone brings maturity. I gave up all my
be"lie"fs and rights. Today, I “know” everything that is right for me
will manifest at the right time and in the correct way. Allowing the loving benefits
of the universe into my life is a new experience; it works. My life becomes an
adventure.
Removing the barriers is the secret. The blinders and
earplugs of my past apprehension and skewed messages are gone. There was
nothing wrong with me and there never was. I was never “not a success” as
society tries to convince us. My success never left, I just need to align with
it. It is an inside job. If I can move into a revelation of sanity, reality,
and truth, anyone can.
It is like going up in an airplane above the grey rain
clouds to find the sun was always there. The clouds of dread lift and the
sunlight is brilliant. This creates a high-minded awareness. I accept the
perfect love of God and know that I am dearly loved. Denial, resistance, and
struggles leave with joyous acceptance for my new vision, knowing, and
happenings. Acceptance is the answer to all my problems. I am accepting love.
When I replace the negativity with positive thoughts, my
confidence, self-acceptance, and security are assured. God is love; love is
Reality. Right now, I never had it so good.
I am in reality. The universal laws of love flow easily
bringing help and good fortune. Opportunities appear at the ideal time and in
the proper situations. I know and trust that the universe is taking care of me.
